Kid App - Alive [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
All these thoughts on my brain, all this weight on my back
Don’t got no plan if I don’t make it with rap, but shit that’s just where we at
The fuck you thought? I been killing these cats
Killing these tracks, I’m drag racing
My patience a little longer, my message a little stronger
Hope Satan ready for winter, understand I’m the winner
Circle tight as Chinese
I’m hearing shots but I’m just hoping that them shots not for me
A body drop RIP, bullet holes and IVs
You say you down for a nigga, then show me what’s up
We trill we good, my neighborhood I’m throwing it up
Don’t give a fuck like I’m supposed to, she showing her stuff
You surrounded by pussy niggas, it’s hard to play tough
No common sense, no common goals
That’s food for thought, I fed the soul
Take my pic and then we roll, pass her off a give and go
I score and don’t feel it at all, meaning no feelings involved
Honestly duck hoes like dynasty
I’m probably so numb to the fact that I said that I wanted plaques
And my whole family doubted me, but
Fuck it, I love it, cause this music’s where it’s at
I lost myself, but I swear it brought me back motherfucker, cause

[Hook]
You make me feel alive
You are my highest high

[Verse 2]
Look, now I got some niggas that I treat like my brothers
Before it’s over, I’d like to say that I love you
And put nothing above you
All this pain from the loss of my mother
Y’all kept me going, and from blowing my brains out
Talk to Kurt Cobain how? I’m going under
Can’t swim so I hold my breath, pushed in this holy water
Wash away sins if you can, as a man here I stand
And down to take whatever coming my way
Whether a meal or a stray
You say you love me but they say love gets you killed in these streets
Get you wrapped up in sheets, is that the fate that’s for me?
Hell naw, bitch I’m the man, you understand it, capisce
I’m Cassius Clay and Ali, you pick the part of the beast
That you want, but choose wisely this a double edged sword
Know it’s tough cause either way you get cut
I’m trump, tight, too cold, I froze ice
You roll with the bold dice
I understand, but you standing in the battlefield
Two shots and they better kill, cause I swear this is all I got
My only chance for survival, so fuck it I let em pop
Failure no longer an option, success
I know you watching, but unless my heart stop
It ain’t no stopping motherfucker, cause

[Hook]

[Outro]
You make me feel so alive that if I died I’d be right in the sky
Last night I cried a thousand tears for all my niggas
Yeah, you make me feel so alive that last night I cried
For all my niggas