Kid App - Message To Myself [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
So young but I was so prepared
To amaze yall like I can walk on air, walk on water
Run jump and dunk more harder, than LeBron James and Vince Carter
Should I go on?
Cause right now my life is just like a played out love song
You know when you gotta go save a hoe, knowing you'll die but you still save her tho
But that ain't even me im in the action
Gymnastics how I somersault a beat then give classics
That's for the winner, my circle keep getting thinner
Fuck Yall father forgive us
We sinners im just repenting or venting
Marijauna all in the ventilation system, we cool
Enough to freeze don't move
Do what you say or they might just blow you away
I'm feeling like Dr.J in his prime
Only a matter of time
Before I take what is mine
My work ethic got me destined to shine
But I'm, not getting younger a thought that sit on my conscious the doubt we can leave behind

[Hook]
The weight of world on my shoulders got me gasping for breath
I take it on cause I don't need nobody help
That's just a message to myself
Fight til you ain't got nothing left
Just know I tried died and gave it my best
That's just a message to myself
A simple message to myself
That's just a message to myself
You make the life that was destined for you, and stay true

[Verse 2]
Somebody tell me what is fate
Is it an early premonition to all the things I'll be late too
This that shit niggas relate too, I know
Them niggas hate you it show
I'm from a place they don't go
And I ain't saying that to raise up alarm
I'm saying that cause they don't aim at your arm
I'm crying invisible tears
For all my niggas who ain't make it this year
And all my people who been gone for some years
I'm battling suicidal thoughts
These words my bullets and they aimed at your heart
These niggas fake that's why they aim in the dark
I'm on point, like I aimed with a dart nigga
And that came from the heart
Them visuals a visionary I must
Be in connection correct me if you just thinking you must
But I trust, you haven't thinkin of such
Blasphemy these verse are casualties
16s I blast with ease
These moments im capturing
With the niggas that blast for me and ease the pressure for me

[Hook]