[Intro]
Fuck anyone who doesn't like this shit
This is my shit, don't listen if you don't fuckin want to
Fuck everyone who doesn't believe in me
I don't need that shit
Fuck em
[Verse 1]
I know I'm not a rapper
I'm just a kid whose writin lyrics that keep gettin sadder
Not even an actor, they makin fun of me when I hear their laughter
I know I don't have no swagger even though I'm a bragger
My opinions don't even matter, fuck monster, it's just a disaster
I know I won't make the rapture, I know I'll be left below
I'm the thirstiest 16 year old, every girl I talk to, I want them to blow
Constantly jerkin until my fuckin dick is hurtin
With every girl I am flirtin, so much that it's fuckin disturbing
Like a stalker in the shadows, why the fuck am I like this
Talks about bein a rapist, he's bein a racist, who the fucks not creationist
Atheism he's praising, at least there's faith with the satanists
How the fuck could someone make this, even he knows that it's shit
How the fuck am I supposed to succeed when I'm just bein me
Cause no one likes me, I don't wanna even fuckin breathe
Wanna see if heavens real or not, if I'm wrong for smokin pot
Which I don't even do a lot, I exaggerate like the size of my cock
I just wanna fuckin make it, I just wanna perform once on stage
I wanna be a household name, I just wanna be great
Make a difference as a lyricist, cause my beats aren't that great
I even sampled Gambino's One Up for that song 0.08
I know that I say faggot when I'm rappin, but I don't hate gays
I support their rights, I don't give a shit what republicans say
I have ADD, it's controlling me like it's an addiction
People gettin sick of my decisions of hatin religion
Who the fuck wants to hear my bitchin, they don't need to fuckin listen
I just wanna make a melody that people be whistling
My girlfriend I'm missin, even though I was fuckin cheated on
And I was too much of a fuckin pussy to kill the guy she was beatin off
I'm still a virgin, cause I don't want my girl on MTV
Broadcast her to the world about her bein pregnant and only 16
I'm not tryna fuckin diss with these lyrics I spit
But these lyrics aren't shit, and you fuckin know it
I'm not fuckin eminem whose able to rhyme a word for a whole verse
It's such hard work, but didn't you hear the worst
That was good, it wasn't great, but at least it was good
Don't think it's good, that's great, you don't need to fuckin listen
[Interlude]
Just an OF rip off, but just cause I like them a lot
Doesn't mean I wanna rip em off, I wanna be my own sound
My own beats, my own life, my own music
I'm so scared to put it out, please don't hate it, shit
[Interlude 2]
I hang out with my friends like once a month
And all the other days I'm just in my room alone
Yeah it sucks, but who doesn't like bein alone
You think on your own, and where you're gonna go
I love bein alone, cause it's what I'm used to
[Verse 2]
I know I'm a fuckin disappointment
My words are like poison, my life is so pointless
I live in the moment, but people say that's annoying
I'm talkin so much that my jaw is disjointed
I'm not a role model, I'm just tryna live out my dreams
Performing on stages and performing on tv
I want my mom to see my damn accomplishments
And I want my friends to hear my music and pay me a fuckin compliment
I'm gettin pissed off, you faggots need to stop
You're pissin me off, don't you know I don't want you to talk
What the fuck am I supposed to do, get a job doin bullshit
Be someone normal, and don't make a fuckin difference
Monster came out, and every fuckin points and laughs
Some fag named Jack tried to rap, like he could ever do that
Talkin about the evil shit he do like rape and murder
Kidnapping a girl and talking about how he's gonna hurt her
Cause she fuckin broke his heart and left him in the dirt
Didn't care how he hurt, the blood from his wrist on his shirt
Suicidal thoughts on my mind, it's 1440 a day
Step away from the bragging cause there's way too much hate
People think I'm deep like I'm Jaden, that I just worship satan
Cause these lyrics I am creatin are so fucked up, let's erase em
My god, what's this life, sometimes I just wanna die
Don't wanna admit that I cry so I say it's that contact in my eye
Botherin me almost as much as those bastards who give me shit
How many times I gotta say fuck off and suck my dick
[Verse 3]
Please do not get offended when I say fuck your religion
Quit your bitchin, cause you do not have to listen
I'm sorry I have some suspicion, but it's just my opinion
And if you disagree and you give opposition, go split like division
Don't get mad when I say fuck and shit and damn and fag
I'm sorry you're mad, but I'm gonna put this out regardless of you bein mad
How the fuck am I gonna survive when you keep eggin me on
Just leave me alone, I wanna just go
But for now, I'm gonna have to keep on goin
And there's no knowin if people will like what I am showing
I hope this shit is a success and that I do not regret
Putting this shit out, cause it's full of violence and sex
So consider this a warning, I hope this shit isn't boring
I really hope this is good like the best of all mornings
I don't wanna take my life, I don't wanna fuckin leave
But if you keep eggin me on, you will just have to see
Please leave me alone, and I'm sorry if I annoy
But please put your headphones in, and just fuckin enjoy
