Kid Rated R - Last Time [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse]
Lately I been gainin' respect from people I never got it from
While I’m losing respect for those that used to be God to em'
Cause as a kid all they ever did was guided us son
Down the wrong path, now my uncles caught and they locking him
Lifer, and in the streets they throw his name in the dirt
My other uncle, rest in peace, they said his name in the church
But I ain’t make it to that mass though, out chasing my cash flow
But I pray to God this song don’t get heard by my Aunts cause'
It'll probably break they hearts, or probably make them start
What’s going on with R, a lot of questions
I know my mama understands my eyes, though I deny to her face
I hope and pray she understands my lies, my God

[Chorus]
Do you hear me
Moving fast not seeing clearly
Doing wrong, are you near me
Cause I’m here see, but is this what I've become
I do this to get by
But say goodbye to what I want
This is the last time
Even though I said that the last time

[Bridge]
Oh whoa
Oh whoa, oh, oh
Oh whoa
Oh whoa, oh, whoa

[Verse]
I ask my Grandma pray for me, but I ain’t say why
Without a single reply, a tear spilled from her eye
I told my Momma, please Momma, don’t dig, cause you might find
Some stuff that’s gonna make it hard to smile, Pac line
She finds I lie, it feels like I’m drowning in it
And it only cuts me deeper when people say that I’m talented
Got dead homies' numbers in my phone I just can’t cancel it
But if they ever called me from that number would I answer it
Is everybody a mess like me
Is everyone stressed like me, but give their best like me
You know what I had to do to get these fresh Nikes
My little cousin say he want grow to be just like me, my God

[Chorus]

[Verse]
I’m only asking for forgiveness, is that asking a lot
I’m mean, I deal with what I’m given, I ain’t ask for this spot
My girl be askin' for a dollar every time that she shop
Knowin' exactly what I do, but never ask me to stop
I’m in this hotel room, with a couple of my boys and
Drunk girls, who could barely hold the noise in
How we call this building while we literally destroyin'
Killin’ themselves and guess who’s providin' the poison
Dear Momma, how do I steer Momma
On the road to success, I’m feeling like a deer Momma
Tryna' slow myself down, but only got one gear Momma
Though I’m far from where I want to be my heart is Nirvana, I know
We throw a bunch of ice in the cross
But do it with dirty money, is that a sign that I’m lost
But only he that can judge me, is he that can save me
And maybe, that’s why I’m at these crossroads lately

[Chorus]