Kid Slim - Dear Momma [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse]
Dear momma Dear momma, I dont even know where to begin it's been quite the year momma
Shit ain't been the same since I said I'm done with class, and I left you with a round trip ticket to hell and back
You turned the lights off in my room at night and taught me how to tie my shoes
Made my lunch for me and helped me get ready for school
Now all a sudden back packs are just for touring
Tears soaking in your bed you don't fall asleep till the morning
Pregnancy and labor she got through that
Shit, She gave me life and then I went and dropped out and ruined that
I made a scene to make the scene just hoping that I'm worth the hype
Cross my fingers extra tight in hopes my haters wasn't right
What am I doing man sometimes I don't know myself
Why I'm never satisfied with the cards I'm dealt
Why I'm always acting like I got nothing to lose
Why I'm always acting like I got something to prove
I know you wishin' I'd go back to school to ball
But I'm tryna show your son ain't such a screw up after all
Wonder if my passion makes it worth to risk it
Or will I need a delorean just to Go Back and fix it
Oh mama mia think back to them buenos Dias
Cups of tokens up in Chuckees crib and pepperoni pizzas
Hunt for colored eggs on Easter gotta love that magic rabbit
Couple Easters later I dropped out really Put All My Eggs In One Basket
And I still ain't sign a deal, you scared for me and I'm scared too
But I had a dream that I swore I'd reach so I gotta do what I gotta do
Ya, Tommy Pickles taught me that
Now my momma like I thought I taught you not to trust a rat
Young and dumb cut me some Slack throw back that Fish hung from your Rod
Wonder if I'm choosing right, Wonder if god knew he was god
Wonder what's beyond the fog, Wonder if this really love
Wonder if I'mma beat the odds, or end up beating myself up
My life's a movie Man, wonder how long it takes to render
Half White wonder if I can still say the N word
I wonder if a flame will ever spark up from my embers
Wonder how my life would be if I was never young slender
Wonder why I keep on coming back if I don't give a fuck
I know my shit is Good, but wonder if it's good enough
Wonder if we're Human or are we Dancer
I'm Killin Myself tryna find all of the answers
School starting man I should be leaving home soon, and I still ain't read the letter that you left me in my dorm room
Maybe I'm just scared of the truth, Or maybe I'm scared that all the things you saying is true