K'naan - Struggling [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1:]
I start out just to vibe out I ain't about to bow
Out. I'm more gangsta then u r but I ain't
About to row out. My season will come it has
To, honestly I feel like I'm 10 months pregnant
I'm past due. Sencierly, untouchy these days I
Can't take nuttin. I'm tryin to treat my record
Like the Lord shit I'm tryin to brake somthin'
N mostly I'm up n stressin when other folks
Sleep n believe I know struggle n struggle
Knows me. My life owes me like an oven dose
I'm slowly driftin to the arms of trouble n
Trouble holds me n nothin else is close to me
More than pain unfortunatly, like a self-fulfillin
Prophecy I'm supposed to be...
[Chorus: x2]
I'm strugglin n it's troublin in the
Circumstance I'm dwellin in to find myslef in
The corner huddlin with some angry men n I
Gotta settle shit again before they gotta kill
Again
[Verse 2:]
I should be chillin on beaches instead my bone
Freezes duckin Glocks n Iwas n 12s like Jesus
The realest thing to me is since I was
Defeatedis the only break I ever got was at
Recess so legitematly I remain very little
Releaved n that thug rappas I remain very little
Entriged n can u blame me with how we lived
In the late 80's throwin rocks at the crazy
Ladies n when we played these crazy games the
Whole crew had crazy names we even had a
Crypper we called him lazy legs but my faith
Remains untouched n unchanged still in my
Block you hear more shots then a gun range
[Chorus x2]
[Verse 3:]
More to the truth no writin just me recordin in
The booth forced by the loop n the guitar but
I'm the boss of the group I speak truth deep
Roots remain equal danger the pain in my song
Is crazy but the sequal is stranger
Hey man I'm from the oddest hardest progress
Then departed I'm now known as a recordin
Artist spittin what little remains of your
Memories in your process bigger or little
Making your name into a colossus believe me
I'm thankful my brothers still with me n ain't
Much changed Bobbys still troublin with me
I'm? still mom n pory but we always dently I
Got a little recordin gig but evidentally
[Chorus x2]