Kristjan - Emptiness [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Another time when it feels
Like there would be no power for me
You can call it I'm low down like a battery
Wondering those who hate me are they really
Happy for making me feel so creepy
Your supply of doubts has made me a little bit tipsy
Now pay attention to what i said
I said just a little bit
So you get rid from that thing you call victory
Its an illusion and it ain't part of history
Because its imaginary
Problem is it never happened
I may feel empty but you didn't kill me
What i feel i call emptiness that's my workout
To pass the test

[Chorus by LostLaura]
My mind is Empty but i try to understand
What's going on
What's going on
What's going on
[verse 2]
I think if life would be something like a computer game
I would reclaim level of expert and arrange maintain my game
Play in way that i couldn't be a slave for feelings full of pain
That suppress me no need to replay so no regrets
Bigger the risk bigger the bets bigger the income from that you did invest
My direction I'm going for the best just rename my way my life to success
Even you are not able to see any chances for the progress
I'm way to arrogant to cry before challenges guess what
I got a word for those who cry i call them bitches don't ask to me why
And yes i feel the stress and i guess its received from haters
That press the pressure in measure its same like some dogs trainers train
To be suppressed by chain
[LostLaura singing]
They got used to it
[Kristjan rapping]
But I'm not going along with that so stay away and difference is that
I did choose freedom for my own gateway
Like day by day on local highway
When you drive then you choose the free lane
Cause you can't sustain to wait in congestion away from your home
And even thats ok even that pressed d in that dress is whispering thoughts not far from my chest
[LostLaura singing]
I just have to be good to get through that all mess

[Chorus by LostLaura]
My mind is Empty but i try to understand
What's going on
What's going on
What's going on
[verse 3]
And i am good because i know the fact that i am strong same like i know opinion is wrong
When its not based on truth all the haters the fact is you don't know me in basic root
So all i can do jell fuck you when i do what i did choose to do
And sorry me for being rude but im too good to be fooled by your delude and incompetence
People like you they can't keep beauty in their hands only pretend they are familiar with that
And actually this all seems for me
[singing]
So sad so sad as sad it could be
So sad so sad as sad it could be
[Kristjan rapping]
Even these thoughts you provide they make the mess in my mind
Sending information through that pipe
Which supply consciousness mine
Now stop!
Sorry
I would like to enjoy colorful life
So move that all shit aside
And i pay the price
Yes i realize
It takes the risk same like time
Im ignoring the lies of bullies
Looking for allies
While im standing up for myself
Like a highrise