K-Z.Row - Distant Flickering [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1) - K-Z.Row

Looking up to the stars, it reminds me of my momma
If you can hear me Vanessa Cardozo I'ma be with you soon, I promise
But I got options, so many sins I've committed
Not sure if I'm forgiven God am I?
Did drugs, sagged my pants like the thugs in the slums
Pull the trigger, "Fuck, who died?"
Gang signs thrown up, Kush rolled up you don't expect me to be so
Drive-bys pull up the the side of your vehicle, shots from uzis and pistols
Shit, I wish that shooting stars made wishes come true
Last time I wished that I could be with you
But instead I was left with another, younger you
She cares for me like you did, she's there for me like you were
Sometimes I feel your presence near me especially when I'm with her
I've been thinking 'bout the good days, now I regret the days you got hurt
Cause of me, a fucking spoiled brat who wanted everything except your love
I just never realized how much you loved me as a son

(Verse 2) - Kyle Aiden Mc Mahon

Looking up to the stars, hoping one day I make it to a better place
All the burdens in my life try to chain me down but
When I leave this Earth, pray to God I levitate
I'm a born, raised sinner, people saying that I'll never make
It even half way to Heaven's gates
Too much past for a future, they judge me
And sometimes I feel like I should just get away
Imma be okay, don't care what you say
Say what you want but its true, people change
So many niggas hate
Yeah I sin but I got a lot of love so I'll make it afterlife
Inspired by Aaron Yates
Barely even medicate, I'm still getting lifted
Peer pressure hardly phases me, I've built up a resistance
Still drink and smoke but one day that might be different
So when I fall six feet, hope there's a flicker in the distance

(Verse 3) - The Mental Mr E

Hello dad are you there?
When you left you had no care
Are you thinking about me cause I'm thinking about you
That's why I wanted to write this prayer
You weren't gone that long but it feels like an eternity
Everyday I reminisce, I wish that you were here with me
Brother's cold. mama's stressed, no one to shed a tear with me
I just don't want you living on only in my memory
You talking to me. I actually miss it
Died December 4th 2012. No family Christmas
You're the driving force behind this verse I would have never spit this
I used to dream of joining you, arriving with my wrists slit
But then I start to contemplate
My brain begins to think of things you would say
Get teary eyed but I can't cry these days
So I'll settle for being mental that's why it's in my name