Lady Paradox - Train Stations and Playstations [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1)
I put my all into this one special person
But in the end it added up to too much hurting
Cursing on the phone and threats that I’d desert him
Our theatrical performance was no longer working
So in the end I just had to close the curtains
I’m certain things could’ve gone a better way
But if they did who’s to say that he’d have never changed?
Anyway, I’m trying to find the ground from which I’ll levitate
But pressure weighs my mind and I’m back to square one
Going round in circles and asking ‘wheres the care gone?’
I swear one thing I know is – you can only rely on yourself when you’re hopeless
I know this now but now its too late
If I knew this then I wouldn’t have made those mistakes
But take the good with the bad
And if the bad overtakes then remember what you had

[HOOK]

Because you were a part of me
And a part of you is still with me but its scarring me
And a part of me sometimes asks – can’t we be?
But you apart from me
Its true – I’d rather be

(Verse 2)
Your eyes and mine – that was what love was
But somewhere down the line all the good got cut off
Now hearing you rhyme has got me thinking what could’ve been
And how you should’ve seen that you were crushing me
But in the process you thought that you were loving me
I would’ve been there for you – you only had to ask
But now you’re sad cause all we had collapsed
And now you made the crack a major gap
Going crazy mad stating that you want your baby back
I’m just a part of the puzzle in your hazy past
And yeah you made me laugh and times were so beautiful for a while
I’d wait a whole damn month to see that station smile

(Hook)

(Verse 3)
So now I’m here and its been two years but I’m
Still unclear – please break it down
Its been so long – I can’t hate you now
Hating how I’m back at the same song - the pain ain’t gone
Asking mary-jane to make me strong
And there’s tainted songs that I can’t even listen to
Train stations, Playstations hold a bit of you
And its crazy – I swear I wasn’t missing you
Until you came back just to show me what kissing you felt like
And it felt nice
I should’ve stopped you first – cause when I got with him you got with her
Its crazy – I feel lost on earth but when I’ve got your words I’m meant to be
Its stupidity – he’s twice the man you’ll ever be
Two times nicer and I know he’d never threaten me
Never put me secondly – never ever stressing me the way you did
What made you flip? What made you the way you are?
What made you make me like this?
I’ve hid from love like its virus
And now I’m always high look, just like we used to be
Just another reminder of us – of you and me