LE - As a Driven Leaf [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I rock down river, not gently down the stream
They got one thing right, this life is but a dream
I used to blunt my mind with blunts I keep feining the green
I was puffin so much my blood must look like Listerine
Kanye West said it best, I don’t forget it
We're all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it
Can't open my mouth cause I got this self doubt
Can’t walk a straight path on a crooked route
I'm rapping on the bus, "that dude needs some help"
Ain't got no one else, I'm talking to myself
My head on my pillow, mister weeping willow
Think I gotta chill though, but I'm feeling ill bro
Like a different person when I wake up every day
Nothing else to say, I live a thousand shades of grey
Absurdism, nihilism, see my life through this prism
Sometimes it is sometimes it isn't, trapped in this prison

[Hook X2]
Damn, cause I got the blues
Can't understand a man unless you walk in his shoes
And I think I'd walk to Heaven if I got to choose
But I can't so I won't, hand me the booze

Now as this Bacardi's finally wearing off
And I wake up, I can see that I'm tearing up
I lost a lot things that meant a lot to me
So sometimes I just get lost in this monotony
As a driven leaf, I'm just floating in the wind
On the devils back as he carries me to sin
Life is a game but there's no way to win
If I got a heavy head, how can I keep up my chin?
I'm feeling worthless like a stock from RIM
All this wasted time is a shocking sin
It's hard to be upbeat when you feel beat down
On my sleeves all you'll see are the tears of a clown
Would drink away the pain but I fear ill drown
My smile is just a mask, concealing a frown
People love to doubt no supporters or fans
But everything I'm not made me everything I am and

[Hook X2]
Damn, cause I got the blues
Can't understand a man unless you walk in his shoes
And I think I'd walk to Heaven if I got to choose
But I can't so I won't, hand me the booze