(Intro)
Aye Tj We fuckin did it
Buda we fuckin did it
Quels we fuckin did it
Mymy we fuckin did it
Rimani we fuckin did it
Heroic we gonna get it
On God, we gonna get it
I get emotional on the track if it mean that we gonna get it
Monnie we fuckin did it
Tyty we fuckin did it
Josh we fuckin did it
Nicole we fucking did
Thank god, because he the reason we fuckin did it
Kalyn we fuckin did it
To all the bitches i almost fucked man i fuckin did it
Alex we fuckin did it
Momma i fuckin did it, Momma i fuckin did it
Marcel i finally did it, i fell but now i'm skipping
Derail the track is slipping, i swear i been a victim
Of hell and all its fictions
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a fuck about me (x8)
(1st Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
All i wanted was love, all i needed was love
I just want your attention, coming second to none
Tell me babe if you will, always good at just leaving
Sell me hate in a pill, watch the good be defeated
I swear to god i hit my lowest points a week ago
The Weed can go and fuck itself a baby that we each could grow
And smoke and roll a plant and then we dance until the pain is low
Paint the slopes with niggas making money fuckin satin hoes
Oh God (x4)
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a fuck about me (x8)
(2nd Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
Whats your forte? Spent about 12 years a slave
With the old faith. Snort a white bitch, till i fade
Kill it all like I'm Oj, Crack the safe, yelling Aye, Lucy in the air
Say, Oh god i don overdosed on a pill that's supposed to heal all the pain in my head
Faint till I'm dead
Run around the block until the block is fuckin red, on the saints row with the 2 44's
I could sell my soul to streets grab a loan on the six wit my woes and my pimps and my hoes on the strip
I could dive dip trip and my niggas is still wit me, fuckin up the world until the world is fucking with me
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a fuck about me (x8)
(3rd Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
Picking up a bottle full of liquor in the hall ways
Demons coming creeping they deepen i feel it always
Balling on a budget like my team been going all state
God don got my back i think his angels came from Allstate
The lord is my Shepard well i guess i am the sheep dog
I won't be of the other million niggas that he sleep on
Put me on a Crucifix and let me get my bleed on
Put me on a Crucifix so there can be a sequel
For every sinner that never understood me
Put myself above these motha fucka now they understood
I don't mean to be on top, but from this views its disapproving
How the lowest of the people finding comfort in me losing
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a fuck about me (x8)
(Outro)
Yeah i just wanted to thank everybody, I'm sitting on my fuckin phone right now
Looking at my twitter, notifications on notification, All this fuckin support
Shit 6 months ago I didn’t think I could do this shit, i spent about 5 months i couldn't make one fucking song
I was about to quit
I was about to fuckin quit
But then i showed a real real close homie some of the music i been working on, some of the old shit
He told me not to stress my heart, because he knew my shit was fire even if it never sparked
That niggas was TJ, that's my nigga right there, that's my nigga right there
And its surreal, its surreal, and its surreal, its surreal the way yall gave a fuck about me (x2)
Enjoli, I fuckin live with you
The shit is crazy, We argue every day, you fuckin crazy
But i love you i couldn't of done this shit without you
Shit you taught me how to flow, rap how to believe in myself, believe in you believe in others, be better for myself
Naw literally, I don't know what the fuck I would do, I would still be living with my momma right now if it wasn't for you
Shit know when times get rough we wile but I feel like its all gonna be worth it
My fuckin- best
My fuckin Ace my best friend right now, fuckin Quels, my nigga Kelly Quels, what the fuck is Up?
She having the worst time of her fuckin life right now, but she still find a way to fuckin smiling, that shit is inspiring, that shit is fuckin inspiring
The worst time of her fuckin life and she still finding a way
Its fuckin surreal. Its Surreal, Its Surreal, so for real, I’m so for real, its surreal, I’m so for real
Thank you to everybody
Fuck it I’m gonna keep going
Fuckin Kalyn my nigga, we just dropped that Hollywood track, shit was fuckin fire, I don’t know how the fuck we did it
But we don’t be fuckin with these niggas, we don’t be fuckin with these motha fuckin niggas
Fuckin shouts out to my manager Jasper, I don’t care if that nigga 13 or if he 35
Man this nigga fuckin been puttin on for me for the longest motha fuckin time
There’s been times I wasn’t making no music and this nigga would hit me up like “Yo where’s that new song at, what the fuck you doing we got this new show, what the fuck is you doin?” this nigga was on my ass
Man I couldn’t do it without all these niggas, y’all made this fuckin project man
You guys are gods to me, you guys are fucking gods to me
I pray to y’all niggas, you guys have blessed me, and supported me
To the point where I can release this shit I can drop something the lord made
Because y’all the lords, this is something that y’all made
Thank you
