Verse 1
I was raised by my mom, she always had a struggle
My life consists of pain, & lies, its been a couple
I never wake up smilin', my heart is always sad
Grandma is gone now, Fuck life, I'm so mad
Look around, see the pain, this is what I've always had
Tyson tries to help out, Ya know, RJ does & Chad
I'm sick of people dyin', but it's like I'd like to join
No kids from me, this world? They won't join
I'm just a Conscience, so shit, listen up
Grab that Bible, just as I'm gettin up
Satan's watching me, he knows my every weakness
I throw em off my shoulders, I relieve the nights that are sleepness
And look, Dad's comin' in my life now. But why now?
But still, that's my dad, fuck with em, I frown
Days go by, I don't speak, I'm insecure
I'm just this childish nigga, people say I'm immature
But I don't understand
Somebody hold my hand
Growin up with 6 siblings, Daddy won't claim one
But if you look at him & her, you'd think they were the same one
Yeah
Verse 2
My brother Kyran is almost ten, boy that nigga gettin' big
I won't sign these silly niggas, mad they can't get a gig
Fresh Money is my life, my heart my everything
Jesus Christ is like really the only King
My Grandma is my friend, without her I'd die
I just want Silence, because I'm about to cry
My mom acts as if she doesn't give a fuck about me
Little does she know, she ain't shit without me
I used to sit back, listen to my parents fight
I know some shit about my Dad, I give that nigga fright
I love my Uncle Mike
I love Mara too. Ha! Bitch sike
Yeah, & in 3rd grade, I was badly bullied
I read the Bible, I try to get the message clearly
And I get so mad, all my little siblings fear me
I think I need a damn Therapist
And to the system, I'm irrelevant
Uh, Fresh Money is Children who rap to escape life
My sisters dad just went to prison, for robbin' with a Knife
So she needs a father figure, I guess I'll take the Role
But just understand, the world is so cold
Yeah
Verse 3
Look, 3 verses, & I've explained all this shit
This a life story, fuck gettin' a hit
Breezy was the nigga, but he decided to split
Uh, I cry because of Anger of gettin disrespected
I got a sis named Arien, by Dad she gets neglected
I'm sorry little baby sister
My knees has so many blisters
And God gave me forgiveness
I'm leavin' my Mark, make sure you witness
But look, Ima tall nigga 5'7 with the crooked teeth
I say all this shit, so you can't judge me
I'm 15, still talkin' to imaginaries
I'm not Suicidal, crazy I am, very
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