Lil Mel - Thinking In My Room [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Man I’m 17 years old and I’m not too close to rich
I feel like my soul been shot and thrown away up in a ditch
Swear I did some much good but all I get is negative
Empty feeling in my heart but I just don’t know what it is
It’s so cold it feels bad got me walkin back and forth
I’m alone no contact no emotion in my voice
Moist dripping from my skin over the angry fire
What do they want from me but this is what they desire
I refuse to amuse and join the game
I’m immune to the rules so I avoid command
Its likely that I go home and write with emotion and meaning
When I write I don’t spill ink my blood through the pen is bleeding
Regulate the conversation that is being said around me
No relations with this patient got so many tryna down me
Too fast too slow for flowing yes I never get it perfect
No matter how hard I try I will always have someone swerving
Music is my canvas and I lookin for comments
Have no periods of time cause I hit em with commas
No baby mama or drama
Man life is so simple
If you see me in public ask me where did the wind go
I don’t follow the crowd no I just do my own thing
My mind is like a vigilantly when the pencil ready
I kept it steady when the moves was heavy
I’m independent with strength of superman while I remain in this rap cemetery
I hope I reach my way to the continental mindset
Will I find my rhymes in time to be refine Yet
Yes
Improve the failures that I collide
Maybe the chances will recognize and stop passin by

I’m Sittin Chillin Relaxing …… THINKING IN MY ROOM
Off the phone with my girl …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Tired and a long day …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Just got done playin ball … THINKING IN MY ROOM
Nothing really on t.v. ….. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Lookin at old pictures …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Kicking back doin nothing … THINK IN MY ROOM
Once in every single day … THINKING IN MY ROOM

Once again I’m so tired
Tired dreaming dreams
Failing and failing after
Why challenge to get achieve
Why pain to just believe
Why only simple succeed
I took a dose of emotions and overdose on the needs
My mind is heavily matter my thoughts creating the image
Swirling around in something but nothing comes out the scrimmage
Behold all of my neighbor in and see their music in labor
The loner artist I favor and hope to pass them later
So consistent I must remain
Be ahead of my game
If great is what they target
Then greater I must obtain
I speak it loud and so clear
If needed to hear it clearer
Catch me talkin to the man
Askin oh mirror mirror
(awwww)

From the bottom I am still beginning
Wonder when will I meet up to the day im finally winning
Persuade positive and results in a grander cost
But so far the charts of my profit only show a lost
My mine is too strong my peers could never enter
Mixed up with these mixers this world is just one big blender
And in the mist of the chaos I hope you just have a second
To hear my rooming thoughts might even hear a message

Liessss …………

Truth ………

It takes only little bit of positive commentary to keep me going
To keep me flowing
I know failure
I know how to feel failure
I don’t know how to give up on something I want
Something that is impossible to find but yet I hunt
To some I could be the most defected
And I might get rejected
I’m driven off the space in my mine
And through my eyes
I see what my future could be
Blind image or blurry image
I see the frame around me
What im thinkin is just a mind out of billions
But this here is me just thinking
Now you’ve stepped in my mind for around 3 or 4 mins in the booth
You tell me liesssss or truth

In the house all alone …… THINKING IN MY ROOM
17 with no job …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Ain't got no homework …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
I ain't make no type of moves … THINKING IN MY ROOM
I don’t feel like getting up … THINK IN MY ROOM
Fresh, clean out the shower ….. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Nothing really for me to do …. THINKING IN MY ROOM
Once in every single day … THINKING IN MY ROOM