Madison X - This Life [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
Do I really gotta sell my soul?
Even after all of the hell Ive known?
I just want to make something out of this life
Want to see my name up in lights

[Verse 1]
I could never rap a verse I didn't mean
Growin up I dreamed of magazine covers and ridin in limosines
Nowadays, this game just doesnt seem
The same shit strongs what Ill forever be
Callin 5 women baby I need someone there for me
I just want you to hold me down like Promethazine
I just want to feel not alone when I fall asleep
You see all the good in me, but I see all the flaws in me
I see what I didn't do, I see what I messed Up
I look at my brothers pictures, I can't even fess up
To the fact I know that Im livin in sin
And if he was alive he 'd prolly start flipping his shit
Like Greg You know better you ain't addicted to shit
You just want attention and thats what you get
I close my eyes, dream about ya
Life ain't easy without ya

[Verse 2]
I wanna say this clear so everybody knows
If you actually listened to my devil mixtape you would know
But people saw the cover, and started goin Forest Gump dumb
Why would I worship Satan, you dumb fuck?
I named it Devil cause intoxication is him
I was a couple months sober tryna shake up some shit
A couple months later, my grandma died
And I used that as an excuse to lose my mind
Was engaged to a babe who I made deranged
She was sane now she insane on a crazy train
And I pray, the only impression I left on her say
I just wanted whats best for my bae

[Verse 3]
Ive always believed in another side
But that was questioned when my brother died
Some suprise
If its ride or die, well Im gon fuckin ride
Dont nobody tell me what to do but the man in the sky
Im the farthest from perfect, every days harder
But never say die, it not to late for us
I love that, that string of hope
Cause I know it works
It keeps me whole
God gives me my all, you dont even know
You do you, to each his own
Youre never alone
The devils a joke
Ill give this game everything but never my soul