Mads Veslelia - The Dark Light [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus: Anna]
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try)
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try

[Verse 1: Mads]
It's never easy, to lie through the truth [?]
But I gotta try, been livin' in doubt for so long
Don't know if I see a light
I've seen sparks
And sometimes that's just a deal that was brought [?]
Both our yesterdays are not [?]
Even though what I saw was a clear blue sky
You have a good day, I have a good minute
I just can't hold on longer, I can't go with it
I go back to the dark place again
Where no one can see me
And if you haven't seen it
It's hard to believe it
So 'course you can't feel me
The sun was haunting me
And I just can't keep running
Should I just lay down
Let it to call [?]
But wake up and mostly feel nothing
I thought I skipped the memories
That I was rockin' tough [?]
Somebody show me some love today
So now I'm stuck in this evil fucking with the darkness
All these startled feelings [?]
The fall didn't kill me
So if you wanna say hello to [?]
Yes, I can say I'm greedy
They say "don't let 'em hold you down"
But what if it's not them, but me?
Gotta fight myself, but how?

[Chorus: Anna]
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try)
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try

[Verse 2: Mads]
You always had someone to hold on to
To pick up a phone, and call whenever you want to
Look at me, who can I call if I need money?
If I need a right hand, or just a clean mommy?
But still there's a lot of people expecting a lot from me
You really have no idea, so what's so funny?
You think your life sucks, but you don't want to change
You [?] and complain, but could have been worse
But fuck are you
It's hard to keep it up, when you don't want to
When you no longer want to be good or show love, you
Just want to sit there, act like a bitch and
You already cried and so there won't be a new day
Sometimes I stop to think
What the hell have I become?
Sometimes I regret, that I ever stopped to run
Sometimes even I, even I can see the sun
But then again it goes dark, and feeling goes numb

[Chorus: Anna]
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try)
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try

[Verse 3: Mads]
But then I find something, something to keep me up and fighting
And the first thing you would guess is my music and all this writing
But that ain't the case, cuz the music ain't affecting me
I affect the music, so what you hear is me, not a melody
I got to form a light, something you can perform inside
Find a answer for then stop it
Gotta think back, just and I
See things different
You used the darkest light, got away from a clique, and the shit
That blacken a soul, be white
Look at me, I'm like a bat in this bitch
I'm walking backwards and shit
Started the first track with suicide
And end it with a happy ending
How could I feel doubt?
I coulda been dead instead
But I got a new feeling now
It's not that hard to keep and stand and fight
It's harder not to have anything, like a goal in sight
So instead of sittin' there waitin' for life
I say love to the light is black, but it's somethin'
So I go

[Chorus: Anna]
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try)
Out of the pain, into the light
Don't let it hold you back
It ain't easy, but you got to try