Malibu Stacy - Looking Back [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I've never worn my heart on my sleeve
It's always hidden away and left to bleed
Out on these pages, that no-one ever sees

Was I nothing more to you than a backup plan?
You were no different from the rest
Another memory to repress of times i detest

I got sick of looking back
So that I couldn't see
The path that was in front of me
I'd always bend over backwards
Just for you to never raise a finger
It only made things harder through this arduous winter
Where you left me bereft of any confidence
If theres one thing I'll maintain
It's that you'll never see my face again

I spent night thinking back on what could have been
And all these things we could have seen
But like clockwork, you walked away
And I'm glad that you did anyway
And I can't help that we're not friends anymore
And truth be told, I don't miss you at all

I got sick of looking back
So that I couldn't see
The path that was in front of me
I'd always bend over backwards
Just for you to never raise a finger
It only made things harder through this arduous winter
Where you left me bereft of any confidence
If there's one thing I'll maintain
It's that you'll never see my face again