MBad - Monsters In My Head [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Jesse Acosta]
What if I told you I ain't eating I ain't sleeping, man I'm just taking a beating
Overheated getting treated like I ain't wanted or needed
Never happy feeling crappy, voices in my head just trap me
In a race with my depression but he seems to overlap me
& I'm losing I'm losing, my skin is loose & I'm bruising
With girls I never abuse them but they just choosing to use him
Yea I really guess you can't erase your history man
Monsters chasing me like I'm driving the mystery van
With a bottle full of henny, couple xanni's & a few vikes
All I see are monsters like the movie with the two dikes
All I've been thinking about is some happiness, a new life
Wanna be myself, not the mothafucker you like
& I don't care who's fly now
Monsters in my head like drinking an energy drink upside down
It's whatever, guess I'll hide under my bed
Yea forever, I hate these monsters in my head

[Hook]
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Wake me up before I'm dead
Don't bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
With monsters in my head
Underneath the bed
Underneath the bed

[Verse 2] MBad
What if I told you, that I was seeing things
I see them as they're fleeing but they're not human beings
A couple monsters but they're not under my bed
They're not in my closet, they're all in my head
It's extortion & snortin explodin out of proportions
It's depression I'm stressing, debated more than abortions
Tryna figure out how these monsters think
So I'm sleeping with one eye open like in Monsters Inc
I'm just scared & I'm tearing, in fear & I'm swearing
Wearing my shades at night just so they don't see me staring
Up until the sun rise, you would be too
Angry at the world for all it put me through
I locked them in the trunk, I had the monsters stuck
But they just turned the Phantom into a monster truck
It's whatever, I guess I'll hide under my bed
Yea forever, I hate the monsters in my head

[Hook]
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Wake me up before I'm dead
Don't bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
With monsters in my head
Underneath the bed
Underneath the bed

[Verse 3 Ron Teri]
Every night is a fight, shadowed images war walking
I'm falling, these things are talking absorbing the devils calling
I'm stalling to give them all of me approach with caution
I'm a claustrophobic in a coffin screaming the devils orphan
My righter mind state, picture a riot with flames & grenades
In 1983 in Kuwait & multiply it by 8 then face me
Equipped with the vike in the blood & a lyrical terror don’t make me
I'm heading to space my wheels are on a cloud, I'm skating bitch I'm kick flipping
Over a pit full of pitts that Mike Vick baby sits in the ? a babys crib
Insane as an amabe kid

[Hook]
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Wake me up before I'm dead
Don't bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
With monsters in my head
Underneath the bed
Underneath the bed

[Verse 4: Lost]
It's an hour past midnight & I'm chilling in the studio
Writing to a beat that's been recently beating me
When I feel a gust of cold air whip through my room
But the windows were closed & the hair in the back of my neck is raising up like an ovation
For this dose of uncertainty & so alone as I usually am, I'm faced to brave this unknown you see
The demons of my past never left my side & left me this way
In a state of paranoia like every step I take I feel one step closer to my doom
The inevitability of working for an employer when I know that I should be the one
Because these martians & goblins calling the shots like they run the point have run dull
It's time for a new lyrical team of monsters to take over, this is the dawn of Lost