MCTH - Contemplation [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Contemplation by M.C.T.H

[Tough]
In Life you go through alot of trails and tribulations....
(M...C...T...H...)
I'll share a few of mines

[Verse 1: Tough]

Sittin on this CTA, wondering what,.. became of me
This here wasn't susposed to be, 25 with no degree
Pops died in "93", he went by the name of Johnny B
Ma said he died from natural causes
Naw mane,...he OD'd
Boo, your daddy died, my grand mama replied
I knew he wouldn't survive, he was sentenced to that pipe
At the funeral, I couldn't cry, my whole family was high
In-cl-cluding his wife, I couldn't beleive my eyes
Not a sober, adult in sight, they didn't want
Shit outta life, this kid knew it wasn't right
My mother was a liar, flashback to three years prior
This kid had a desire, Christmas day was pretty tired
Filled with liquor and lighters
No toys for two boys, hell naw, we weren't excited
We were too young to riot, told to
Sit down, be quiet, they always
Tried to bribe us, thought a bag of vitner chips and quarter juice
Would hide the truth, but we kids were smart..we knew
Exactly what, they were up to
When they disappeared into that room
It reminded me of a booth, but they weren't reciting rhymes
It was more like snorting lines,...and sharing missles
You wouldn't beleive the broken mirrors
Filled with cocaine residue, that shit was pitiful

Chorus X2 (Hard)

Sometimes I take a walk down memory lane
And wonder if somethings were different would I still be the same
But Yo, I gotta move forward, gon and get on that train
I won't forget it, but I bet it never happen again
Cause when my shorties go down memory lane
They gon remember all the good times, never the pain
They gon say my daddy had me, and I couldn't complain
That's how I know my struggle wasn't in vain