MikelWJ - Soliloquy (Curtain Call) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse One: MikelWJ]
You lost yourself, and that's bogus. You told me life was hopeless
But I found you on my sofa, I was trying hard to focus
So I sat back and I wrote this, after we shared one kiss
Fact is, fuck this, I only came back to run shit
You left me there october, you told me don't come over
You left me there alone and so these people call me loner
These people call me faggot, these people keep me lower
But now I'm moving past that, tell me you heard Foreward
I don't drink like a catholic, anti-extremist baptist
Religions not a practice, and I'm sure God is past this
The big man must be passive, since he hasn't been active
This path was drastic but now I'm not such a captive

[Bridge: MikelWJ]
Do you feel where I'm at right now?
Do you feel me? Can you see me? (x2)

[Verse Two: MikelWJ]
Sometimes you're busy chasing light, and get surrounded by dark
Sometimes you think you have a life, but you don't know where to start
Sometimes it's difficult to understand the thoughts of your heart
And so you glue the world together just to tear it apart
And now you're lonely and awkward, back and forth like it's soccer
You're brain is filled with this clatter and so you call up the doctor
And he says you have a problem, You're on your own to recover
So technically I blew my brains in front of my mother
And brother and sister and father. Even my friends down the street
Everybody is destined to feel just like me
You've been stressing too much, there's been a strain in your laugh
You've been leaning too much, You almost broke right in half
You're so scared of the future because you hurt in the past
So you're holding on to memories of things that won't last
I've been stressing too much, there's been a strain in my laugh
I've been leaning too much, I almost broke right in half
I'm scared of the future because I ruined the past
But now I'm letting go of memories of things that won't last
Just give me a blanket I can sleep on the couch
I've been up since morning so it's time I come down
And I don't want to be drinking, but you can hand it around
Since I don't want to get depressed and start fucking around

[Bridge: MikelWJ]
Do me a favor Lover Girl
Forget me, forget me
Do me a favor Lover Girl
Forget me, Please forget me

[Verse Three: MikelWJ]
I'm sorry there if I slipped up, emotions starting to rip up
Let them out on a sad song so bad thought's won't build up
Good vibes from good lives, when good hearts have good times
But good hearts can all die when bad vibes all lend rhymes
Matt says that he worries when I start losing sleep
I assume that he means that I'm not acting like me
And it's the truth, I've been kicked right out of my youth
So I'm trying real hard to get back all they made me lose
My friends likes to question what my songs are about
When I know if they were trying they could figure it out
And Cody's been busy since he got home from New York
Now when I stand next to my friend's it's me coming up short
I made a locket with your picture, now it lives on the floor
It's not possible for me to take this stress anymore
My hands are bound and now tied, to this thought of goodbye
And I am working up the guts just to let you know why
It's been three long months since I picked up a pen
And my chicken scratch journal was questioning where I've been
I mean, now I know, fixing utter mental collapse
In the back of a mind state all developed by raps