[Hook]
I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey
Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places
There's no more pain
Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain
I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same
There's no more pain...so much pain
[Verse 1]
I didn't understand, I didn't understand
Why you had to go and change, just go and change
You used to watch me, when I was younger
When I was younger, I used to watch you
Argue and throw things, all across the room
I was terrified, terrified of you
Thought the worst, I already been through
Then you looked and asked who, who are you
Then I realized that your mind in two, two
Then I questioned how much did I mean to you
I apologize, couldn't imagine what you went through
Maybe if I spoke through pen strokes earlier
I could've wrote, the old you into existence
Before the admissions into hospitals
Before the prescriptions made you question if you want to keep living
And I know, I'm late with these writtens
Miss the days when you'd be in the kitchen
At the sink, from behind I'd think you were my mom with that apron
And I'm tugging away, you'd imitate her voice, but that never ever worked on me
And I don't gotta say that I don't really pray, I used to act up in church
Goddamn this hurts, and I hope that you'd be proud of me
But I know that you ain't so you wait and see
Ima be the man that I'm supposed to be, Ima stand tall on my own two feet
You're supposed to be here with me, but now yo finally got you piece
[Hook]
I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey
Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places
There's no more pain
Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain
I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same
There's no more pain....there's so much pain
[Verse 2]
I think I understand, think I understand
Why you had to up and leave, just up and leave
Remember you told me, you felt like a zombie
Those pills that you popping, yo freewill they stopping
Ya chain that I'm rocking, smoke in my lungs
All my friends robbing, most carry guns
I'm just a villain, one of a million, sag in my pants, frown on my face
It's just where I'm living, I'm really a victim, Slave in a maze, its hard to escape
Cursed with this fate, only first place, race to the egg, who can relate
Loss after loss, mistake on mistake, what I've become, I know that you hate
We came along way from the days where we'd play that game and you'd wind up that toy
Put him near the edge of the table and tell me to save him, I used to get annoyed
When he didn't have far to go you'd ask me Shawn, what do we do
Then I'd leave blues clues and I'd save that toy, why couldn't I save you
Why couldn't I save you too x2
[Hook]
I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey
Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places
There's no more pain
Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain
I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same
There's no more pain...
