New Age - This life [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

"This Life"
You ran away from your anguish
I cannot believe what I am seeing
You'd run away from yourself, away from yourself
I've been raised to be, just another pawn in this world
Full of hate, full of shame and guilt
I swear I've been told I'm different
But have I proved it? Have I proved it?
No, not yet. So I'll scream until my lungs, collapse

Don't you say you'll beg
To break the spine that you wish you had
I'll take control cause I'm sick of bleeding
For everything that I hate, I'm needing

I hate this life!
I swear I'll break my neck, cause I'm sick of bleeding
My blood clots with a black ice freezing
Memories too hard to see, I've lost control of me!

I'm lost, it's not what you thought
You thought you would sail through this life
But it's never that easy
It's not what you thought
You thought you would sail through this life
But it's never that easy

You've burned your bridges, there's no one else to blame
You've got nobody else to blame, no one to blame
Nobody else to blame, nobody else to blame
You take this for granted, you take this all for granted

Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears
So I got my nose pierced. Fuck I've wasted three years
But now it seems I'm an addict, so I'll sit up in my attic screaming
Fuck the world I've had it!

Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears
So I got my nose pierced. Fuck three years
But now it seems I'm an addict, but I've had it!

Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears
So I got my nose pierced. I've wasted three years
But now it seems I'm an addict

So wake me up, when you know, where you're going
Cause I've been waiting here, far too long
So wake me up

After everything destroys you, will you fight?
Will you stand? Stand up, right now, right now!