Sometimes I need a fucking second to just light up
So could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Gimme a second, just a second lemme light up
And could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone
So lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone, so lemme light up
So much is happening so fast a nigga’s brain is numb
Starting to think that rap’s something I could famous from
But what’s the odds; of a really odd fitting
Nigga making millies off spitting raps that are often sad?
I’m just a poet, but I never even knew it
Til I really listened to it, and discovered I was lost in rap
Now people like the shit I say and it’s a lot of pressure
Cause what I think has to be fresh and if I’m writing fresher
So insecure, this game we play, and so I must be better
My children need to eat, that means I gotta get the cheddar
Never cared, never will, what people think of me
Atari in an apple world, it don’t even sync with me
If everything is up, then I’m down
If everything is down, then I’m up, so maybe I’m just nuts
But everything seems to even up, when I puff
So when it’s all enough and I’m fed up....
Sometimes I need a second to just light up
So could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Gimme a second, just a second lemme light up
And could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone
So lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone, so lemme light up
So damn unique, c’est magnifique, but still I’m fuckin stressed
Give it all I got in all I do, but I got nothing left
Depressed and pessimistic, but I’m blessed and gifted
Now does that make me ungrateful? Well, by definition
But it’s been, deposition after deposition with no recognition
Wheels spinning, same position, life passing by
But I’m dope, most say, much more so than the rest
So I’m so frustrated I just stay getting high
Trying to quell the frustration, trying to block the pain
I self prescribe, so now y’all know my doctor’s name
Paging Dr. Me, could you please doctor me, possibly?
Talk to me and help put an end to this monotony?
Cause what has any of it ever gotten me?
I’m just trying to be what I am, never what I’m told I ought to be
Deep thinker, unlike most I do it audibly
Everything just got to me and now
Sometimes I need a second to just light up
So could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Gimme a second, just a second lemme light up
And could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone
Lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone
So lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone, so lemme light up
