Novel - I'm Not Drunk [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Sometimes when we're at home watching the kids
I'm sitting here trying to make it on the rent
I know it seems like I'm crawling in my shell
It's not you, I just need some time to myself
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing
If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking
Not at all, I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
I'm sitting here trying to figure out
Tell me how I'll ever be without
All of your love and affection
Even though sometimes it feels like
We're moving in different directions
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing
If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
So many new questions keep turning around and around in my head
I just can't figure it out
Maybe I need some time, time
And girl, I can't speak
I get to tossing and turning my head
So I pour a glass of wine just to relax my mind
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
Say baby, shouldn't you know, baby
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking
It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing
If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking
I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking