NyKill - Mixed Emotions [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[verse 1]

She swears she wants him, but she don't need him
She's got the basics down, she keeps on breathing
She's something special, so alluring
She thinks he's great, but I really find him boring
I mean, maybe I'm biased, slightly, can't even try it
If I wanna deny it, only need to apply it
And maybe riot in the sheets together
No phone calls, but text speak forever
She's so clever but she can't spell nothing right
It's so cute, she's always staying up at night
She's got this tiny, little smirk that she always shows
She bites her lips before she takes off her clothes
I swear she knows what she does to me
And maybe she don't wanna get close to me
It's supposed to be this fairy tale ending
But it's only in my dreams where we're constantly spinning

[hook]

And I don't need my emotions mixed
But this drink is supposed to fix
All those memories, together we never see
Past that first door, it's what we never need
I found an ocean, an endless sea
Where endlessly I see we'd never be
Anything more than a spec of dust
It's something wrong we expect to trust

[verse 2]

It's kinda something that I really shoulda told her
But I don't know where to start, she's got a soldier
There's too many nights with nobody to hold her
There's something about a song, and it's words to show her
I think I grew up, maybe five minutes
I'll live in that past, maybe dive in it
Maybe climb up that memory bank
Cuz in that moment we drank, was the moment we sank
It let me think that, she'll always need me
In her back pocket, a place to keep me
I like her pillow talk, the pics she sent me
But there's something so unjust by being "friendly"
How she sent me away to sulk alone like
I knew it was coming just wanted to atone my
Affection whether the attention was granted
For the affects to perplex on the next, red handed

[hook]

[bridge]

I'd like to take the tan line off her ring finger
I'd love to serenade her, but I'm not a big singer
She's got these feelings that always seem to linger
But there's happiness I have, it's something I'd like to bring her
Maybe not, I can't tell you the future
But there's a few things to make you sure
Of the things that I really really wanna say
They all pile up in my thoughts of a better day