[Verse 1: Omari]
Heaven's gates, for heaven's sake
I'm dirty, filthy, I made mistakes
I'm trying to eat and still have my cake
I'm trying to sleep, but I'm wide awake
All these women to pick and choose from
I've been single, and it's taking too long
Dropping singles, no recognition
My heart & soul are in bad condition
I made theology idol
I'm hating reading the bible
My thoughts are mostly suicidal
I'm Judas, don't call me disciple
Jesus hates me I'm dirty
If death could take me I'm ready
God can't love me, I'm messy
But I'm praying, searching for mercy
[Hook: Omari]
This ma life, I could do what I want
This my life, I could do what I want
This ma life, I could do what I want
I just hope he recognize me when I stand before God
Would you love me when I'm dirty
Love me when I'm messy
Would you love me when I'm dirty
Love me when I'm messy
Would you love me when I'm dirty
Love me when I'm messy
When I get to heaven, Lord
Would you still love me huh?
[Verse 2: Omari]
All I've known is pain
All I've known is shame
All I've known is abuse
I just want revenge
All I want is people, jumping, screaming my name
All I want is Africa to recognize I'm king
Hop and drive in that black ghost, We just started a scene
All this while I been blinded, All this while deceived
I'm just tryna be honest, everyone thinks I'm perfect
King of prodigal children
Trying to start a revolution
Against God & his system
On this earth, I'm a pilgrim
On this earth, that hustle real
20 rappers race for one record deal
These days, talent does not appeal
I'd be looking for the next top rapper to kill
I'm a hypocrite and I know it
I'm lusting women not trusting Jesus
I'm finna slip so I'm holding
I'm Michael Jackson, I'm bad, they calling it juvenile deliquence
Moonwalking back to the land of Sin, homeboy I need repentance
Yea, Imma need repentance
Boy I'm lusting after these benzes
I'm blinded, vision appalling, darkness, I'm groping, imma need lenses
I'm acting cool, but on the inside, I'm bonkers, outta my senses
Too ashamed of sin, Master of pretense, I built up all of these fences
Dug up all of these trenches
Now they all up in my mentions now, talm' bout how you hold ut down
Talm' bout how I'm an inspiration, but deep inside, i'm just tryna be found
Deep inside, I'm tryna be human, pride would rather have me chase that crown
Life would rather have ma hopes so high, Folks would rather come & let me down
I smile when I look at they faces now
Pretend everytime I face that crowd
They love me, I hate me
It's crazy how
They could love you but hate you if you ever fall down
You'd never make it out the underground
Well, I'd shake the base until it all falls down
What's your motive? You're a Christian, you should never be around
Go preach your gospel to the neighboring town
We don't want that, we don't want you
Fall back homie or we gone hurt you
Church is for the wild, I'm in the jungle
My heart's gone wild, does it hunt you?
Would I make it to heaven, would I come through
Did Christ pay the price for my rescue
Would I make it to heaven, would I come through
Prodigal child, your arms Imma run to
[Outro: Omari]
This my life, I could do what I want
No, It's not my life
And I can't do what I want
But I got my answer now
Jeremiah 31:3
"I have loved you with an everlasting love"
Clean or dirty, it don't matter
Everlasting!
Forever and ever and ever and ever
For ever ever, For ever ever
