Otitis - Breaking Point [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]

(I'm still alive) Got a little bit of pulse left
I'mma ride till I die, on this one breath
I'mma shine till my time's up, ain't done yet
'Till I dry up, I'll rise like the sun, bet

Fuck wealth, flow honest
To be heard was all that I ever wanted
Get the words out in verse like a sonnet
So I burn off this curse that I harbored

Own father, role model to myself, don't bother
Tryna holla at me, partner, cuz all I seen is hell
All my dreams had failed, no proper green had swelled
I was blind to a couple things, yet I seen the braille

Bet I seen the jail, I ain't wanna be in that
Bet I seen the scale, never wanted to flip crack
Pristine and real, how I start it on this track
I'll tell you how I feel when they startin' to give back

[Hook]

Walls come down, I don't cave in
Won't run now, I ain't run then
Get a buzz now, get a fake friend
Gotta breathe through these lungs till the day ends

Dear Lord, I'm at the Breaking Point
Dear Lord, I'm at the Breaking Point (ah, ahhh)
Dear Lord, I'm at the Breaking Point
How much longer can I take it for?

[Verse 2]

Been through the storm, been through the fire
Still movin' strong, I never tire
Say I gotta make it and you preachin' to the choir
Can't quit the hustle, cuz they'll say that I'm a liar

But it's hard to bring reality to life
When a part of me don't see what's wrong or right
It's hard to grieve the loss of those who fight
For O.T. to bring the change like leaves to light

But I'm tested though, a spectacle
Alive just to grind till I'm next to blow
Blessed with the rhymes but I'm empty though
All the stress in my life seem I'm next to go

But I ain't ready for that yet, I'm tryna go past this
Line at the finish but it's harder to grasp when
All my whole team keep on pedallin' backwards
I need a new scheme just to find what I'm after

[Verse 3]

Devil called, but he chooses the angels
Several flaws, guess he losin' his halo
Bet 'em all, that he'd prove he'd be great so
Let 'em fall, I'mma move till my fate's sewed

Even though I'm surrounded by negativity
Everyone tryna get at me's drownin' in sorrow pitifully
Now and tomorrow's bittersweet, everyone that I get to meet
Is tryna bring me down, not now, I'm at my fuckin' peak

I don't see tears, rather let the hate flow
Cuz all of these peers fakin', tryna take dough
Better be clear, say it to my face though
Cuz this here's more than diggin' in the crates though

Mind's in a haze, so I need a guide here
Time's little maze really got no signs here
Wide awake, but I'm feelin' like I died here
I let it play, till my motherfuckin' mind's clear