P. Blackk - An Ex Love Song [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Bros before hoes
Why?
Because your bros are always there for you
They have got your back
After your ho rips your heart out, for no good reason
And you were nothing but great to your ho
And you told her that she was the only ho for you
An that she was better than all the other hoes in the world
And then, suddenly
She's not yo' ho no mo'

[Verse]
I'm sittin' in a room by myself
All by myself
Baby when you gone just know your presence is felt
I'm seein' you around, seem like your cool with this
I'm lookin' at my heart like what I'mma do with it
I'm guessin' it's over basically
Steady tryna figure out who I can replace you with
But I can't face you bitch
Time we was wastin' bitch
I don't mean no disrespect
No that's not your name you bitch
Sometimes I hate you bitch
Most of the time I love you
Always made love to you
No, I never fucked you
Put nothin' above you
I'm always thinkin' of you
Tryna get you off my mind
In turn I think I lost my mind
I don't think my heart can find
Anybody that can stimulate my body heart and mind
Quite like you did
Or you do
When you've been so truthful
But at other times she
Be lyin' through her goddamn teeth and I can tell
But, will we shine through the rain sleet and hail, hun?
She was like, "I don't know, only time will tell us"

[Hook]
She said I want you but
I don't wanna want you no mo'
She said I feel you but
I don't wanna feel you no mo'
She said I like you but
I don't wanna like you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn
She said I need you but
I don't wanna need you no mo'
She said I miss you but
I don't wanna miss you no mo'
She said I love you but
I don't wanna love you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn

[Verse 2]
Now I haven't gotten laid in a while and it's pitiful
I'm waitin' for my ex-girl to stop feeling miserable
So we can get physical
I understand you don't want a man
But don't take it out on my dick 'cuz he's individual
She broke up with me through a text
And later on I'm discussing things with my future ex, that's you
Wish I ain't sketch you as much as I did do
Got me reminiscin' and wishin' I was with you
Mm, I'm just sayin' I miss you
I tried to keep in reach but I guess I missed you
Yo, and I can't help but feel like it's really over
Day's gettin' warmer, heart's gettin' colder
Many more nights you remain un-sober, no chaser
While I'm chasin' dreams writin' on the sofa
And you know that ain't my style baby
I'm too borin' and um, you're too wild baby
Wow baby

[Hook]
She said I want you but
I don't wanna want you no mo'
She said I feel you but
I don't wanna feel you no mo'
She said I like you but
I don't wanna like you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn
She said I need you but
I don't wanna need you no mo'
She said I miss you but
I don't wanna miss you no mo'
She said I love you but
I don't wanna love you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn

[Verse 3]
I admit I got used to the thought of you
You did too
And sent me signs I never caught on to
I'm inducin' cryin' Google says it relieves stress
Well I'm still stressed and cryin' don't relieve shit
It's funny how death can make us wanna find out what our worth is
But we never really see the beauty in where birth is
We want perfect, but nobody's perfect
We'd rather concentrate on what's not workin'
When we hurtin' and when things ain't perfect
But nothing's ever perfect
So we often close curtains
When I say we, I mean you
'Cuz you promised me that you would follow through
But you ain't tryna sacrifice everything
I guess, you ain't really want that wedding ring
I mean, we was never gonna progress
When we spent half of the time back-peddling
I could've fixed it though

[Hook]
She said I want you but
I don't wanna want you no mo'
She said I feel you but
I don't wanna feel you no mo'
She said I like you but
I don't wanna like you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn
She said I need you but
I don't wanna need you no mo'
She said I miss you but
I don't wanna miss you no mo'
She said I love you but
I don't wanna love you no mo'
I said damn
I said damn, damn

[Verse 4]
Whaddup
I don't know what love is
All I know is that my dad found god when he found his
And I can't even stand to be surrounded
By anything but you
And when you gone
Just know I'm always thinkin' of you
And you strong
'Cuz my words can't budge you
Now I'm alone lookin' in the mirror like "Fuck you"
'Cuz I was wrong
And I know I can't even blame you for leavin' me
'Cuz I was always tryna tame you
I need to be by your side
I got a question
Do you believe in me?
Do you believe in us
And maybe you were sent for me?
Do you believe that we were meant to be?
If so, don't let this turn into a memory
I love that raspy voice it's so heavenly
Can't nobody deny, we have chemistry
But, you have all of my empathy
It seems like hurtin' you was my specialty
I wanna say it won't happen but I can't guarantee
But I'll react more carefully, with less jealousy
And let me know when you're prepared for that mentally
And I can't help but feel that you're my destiny
A little ivory mixed with some ebony
A future life a little planned out pregnancy
You're my future wife, that's crazy
'Cuz I never seen anyone in that light girl
So in a sense, you gave me sight girl
With that bein' said, dont' lose the fight girl
Don't let me burn my place down like that white girl, I'm playin
I'm just sayin' I hate this
I hate when I say I miss you, you don't say shit
I hate the fact that I said I'm done waitin'
I guess that was just me bein' impatient
I hate that I can't hold you tight in my arms
I hate knowin' that I was the source of your harm
I hate that I hate that I hate a lot
But a hug and kiss from you can make it stop
I hate the thought of my baby with another guy
But I also hate the fact that I can make you cry
But on our good days you know we felt like we could fly
I just need a second chance to make it right
I do love the fact that I love you
I love when I say it, you say "I love you too"
I love the thought of bein' around you
I love the way you eat food
And the way you chew, that's weird ain't it?

[Verse 5]
Follow your heart not what your fear's sayin'
Follow your heart not what your brain thinkin'
Follow your heart 'cuz I'm right here waitin'
Follow your heart
Every night I been prayin' that you'll follow your heart
And you'll realize we can make it
I cherish Tuesdays 'cuz that's when I see your face
But I don't say nothin' 'cuz I wanna give you space
But not too much 'cuz I don't wanna be replaced 'bay
I can't move on
You can't either
How can I show you I changed if I don't see ya?
I feel good
'Cuz of what I see in us
Follow your heart and start to believe in us
So I guess what I'm sayin' is
That I'm still waitin'
Yeah, and I still got faith in this
And if we don't work out then I guess I'm goin' atheist