Panic - Monsters In My Head [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Intro:
And the devil who had deceived them was thrown into the lake of fire and sulfur where the beast and the false prophet were, and they will be tormented day and night forever and ever
—Revelation 20:10

Verse 1:
Doctor smacked me as soon as I was born
Preset tried to get holly water in my skull
Both said there was something in my bones
Something bout never having self-control
Every time I walked in a room it got cold
For every time the bully got me in the yard
I wanted to cut his nose
Send it to his mom to see her response
I tried to get repent, somehow the preacher choked
Then I gotta go to the hospital
See this man die before god’s word
Execution, Satan through a glass window
Somehow I’m looking at myself
100 degrees why won’t shit melt
Under Pressure, not giving anything but the middle finger
Satan in a human form call me Lucifer
In my mind I’m hiding behind covers
I gave up my soul to be dope
I’m asking god too

Verse 2:
Woke up in a box, I feel the edges
Like I’m being buried with dirty and cement
Guess they figured a killer isn’t good for business
Or maybe they found the skeletons in my closet
I put everything out there so I don’t know why they have to check it
Like a girls whose 8 months pregnant
No need to get tested
Nightmares wake up any second
Blood on my shirt, maybe it’s her period
I don’t know who I am when I look in the reflection
God I see devils more on my shoulder than angels on any hearses
Gotta pay for protection
Like a teacher who rape a little kid for not following directions
Then they lose him in a field trip
They don’t know where he is
The devil is looking
Trapped in a casket
Close it to not let the devil in
Maybe he won’t find me if I’m wear a crucifix

Verse 3:
I’m sitting on the kitchen floor
Mommy, I’m crazy sorry to disappoint
There’s blood in the bath tub
And finger prints on the walls
Like an internal battle going on
Close my eyes and see the lives that are gone
Close my eyes and try to find my sold
Remember I sold it some nights ago
The devil showed himself in the form of a crow
Asked me if I wanted it all
And I said no
Just wanted his number in my phone
To call him up when something goes wrong
Like when you hit your elbow, shit hurts
Live through an accident when the car gets totaled
I live in anger shit is bottle
Son and father in a squabble
I bust his head with a bottle
Leave him there call 911 I’m sorry
I killed the devil

Verse 4:
You’re a fag if you use the word swag
If you say Yolo suck a dick
You’re a hipster if you use fish
Some unclever acronyms
If you don’t get it you’re stupid
Their dumbing you down with lyrics
I’m not a savior so I don’t give a shit
If I did my name would be Elvis
But it isn’t its odd manners with an accent
Let’s get real for a moment
Some people said I wouldn’t be a rapper
Well I’m doing it
So fuck you with poison ivy in your fucking clitoris
If you got a dick I’ll shove a fucking dido in it
Two kids in a sand box with dust in it
Got demon in me, you don’t even have to listen
Slit my won wrist; make you drink out of them
Sick version of Jesus
Did you hear that shuffling?
Fuck its Satan