Paul Scotti - The Van Gogh Of Rap [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I got nothing to lose, I'm thinking fuck it...
Before I kick the bucket, got to take out a few of you motherfuckers
If I'm going to hell, you're coming with me as well
I'll put you down in the dirt, die with a smile in my cell
All that poverty has gotten me is violent as fuck
I'm a product of society that's down in the dumps
This is bullshit, this life that I'm leading is shitty
Every time I try to eat another crime gets committed
I mean, I'm trapped in a circle... ain't nobody can help
Every time I'm in a jam, I gotta sort it myself
This is stressful, it's nonsense, the life that I lead
Every time I try to leave someone pulls on my sleeve
It's a nightmare OR so I believe, I try to wake from my sleep
But can't break free, guess I'm in it too deep!?
Can't breath with the stresses from the powers that be
Every time I'm in the streets, the police are giving me grief
I'm liable to snap if I don't get my peace
And the way that things are going, guess I'd have to decease
It's like I'm born to walk along upon the green mile
And if you see me in the streets, you'll never see smiles
Only agony upon my face, I seem down...
Cause I'm always deep in thought, no time to reach out
I'm trying to make a plan to get some bucks before I'm stranded
It's just my luck I'm stuck here, look at where I've landed!
I'm trying to paint a picture, rap is like my canvas
And so I fit the definition of an artist...
The Van Goth Of Rap is back appearing at his sharpest
I'm trying to find the light and flee in from the darkness
My whole life is twisted, it's fucked up and crazy...
I'm getting pushed to the edge closer daily...
So here's what the plan is, I'll grin and bare it
Til I can no longer stand it... then I'm gonna flip
And rip the neck off you whining faggots!