Pip Skid - My Two Dads [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse One]
I never really knew my dad, I picture him so cold
He beat me in my crib when I was six months old
And mom kicked his ass out of her fort
Gave up on us and never paid child support
Mom worked mornings at seven, night an arcade
Go with her to work by myself is how I played
Made games up, used to like to get muddy
Not too interested in friends, mom was my buddy
I want to bear hug her while cursing his name
Cause he don't give a shit what his son has became
No interest in my well being or where I'm at
I'm glad I didn't have a coward raise me flat
Save myself from combat in this fucked up mess
I could use some money but he don't know my address
And actually I think you owe mom a healthy sum
You better cut her a check before this song is done
It didn't really bother me you left us alone
But when I heard we had the same laugh over the phone
That fucked me up, how does that shit work?
I must be like him and he is such a jerk
And me?
I'm a failure who's grown a dark heart
Who sits by and watches as his life falls apart
So no thanks to you that I'm still alive
So much love for my mom and we will survive

[Verse Two]
Since the biological didn't bother to bother
This other guy made a clumsy try at being a father
With his first daughter, things got wild
And I literally became a red headed step child
And another girl came and his kids rule
He treated me like shit so I became cruel
Couldn't take it to him so I took it to my sisters
I worked so hard at that, that I got blisters
I was such an asshole, I apologize
How I must look to my sisters, I'm terrified
When him and mom split, things chilled a bit
We were no longer going at each other in the pit
And with age some of us actually matured
And find ways to deal with things that have occurred
So now he's kind of taken the place of a dad
It ain't a lot but it's something I've never had