Regg - Moons Novocaine II [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Ya still can't beat me
With the clearest of visions ya still can't see me
But still I walk through these dark shadows
And though I'm no lone pharaoh
I'm a king that's lost his way
His way, his..his way
I've-i've lost everything worth fighting for
And though I've fought to keep them near
I knocked them out of my way, out of sliding doors
These sliding whores feel good, but I have to clap back to reverse the brain splattered on these walls
These...walls
Cause my own conscience is eating at me
I keep cheating myself and cheating the wealth God gave me, but what is God?
Cause if you're there, you've forsaken me
You placed me in a position where, wherever I go I must hurt those near and dear
And though I smile from ear to ear, suicide is still the cancer of this unstable mind, so just bear with me
I've counted
And I will continue to count these mental cuts on my wrist
Cause...cause novocaine got me high
But not high enough as I wished
It was..
It was you!
It was always you that kept me breathing
That kept me keeping
On and on and on till my eyes stopped bleeding
And it will all catch up to you
Whether you can see it, feel it or cheat it
Baby its coming for you
And that's word to my grave I will keep you here when its all over
The slower I run from it, the closer it gets
The colder my heart goes, the more that you sweat
It's this moment we've been waiting for
This gun I clutch so close, i'm ready baby, soon I'll be gone
But you won't mourn me cause its by your hands that you've won
You've killed me
But the memory of me will haunt you
And the memory of what I was will console you
Or, grassy top knoll you or
Conspiracies to peel your top back before she blows you
And show your true colors
Red and pink mists
This is God's plan
Reggie is it

Moons Novocaine II, enjoy
Thats it