Rep Epic - When You Decide To Leave [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I’ll never say I never saw it coming
But I’ll never claim I was ready for it all
Time passes like tornadoes in Kansas
Sometimes the only glance you get is comparing it to the frame on the wall
So still and at peace
Yet another subtle reminder of the times that you couldn’t keep
And goddammit, all that talk was cheap
But it seemed to have a meaning when it was coming from grinning cheeks
But maybe words are priced like on a brand new car
Never worth as much as they were from the start
Or maybe it’s just the nature of being farther apart
I’ve got pluto in my chest and he’s never been so cold and dark
But I’ll be just fine, I’d be lying if I told you this was my first time
Of being pryed apart from the things I used to call mine
The sting always fades, the farther you get from the bite

[Chorus] [x2]
It’s hard to see lives still living, when you decide to leave
It’s hard to dream, when a city’s never sleeping, & all that’s left are memories

[Verse 2]
Passive Aggressive, I absorbed this depression
Indulged in my lessons helped maneuver my attention
Suppressed the migraines, stretched the heartaches
Questioned the connection in congestion in my nose and my brain
But this seed wasn’t planted
Merely from the simple fact that I chose to abandon
The faces I guess I was sort of taking for granted
Leaves sprouted round the doubt that I was stranded in
But I grew, and that was truth
Out of the dense soil that I thought was just my tomb
And hardened bruises, what I used to smoothen my movement
And I’ve proven, ladder steps induced in fluid
Against my face
The ground crashing into the rain
Opening the pores of the pain
Ingesting humanity’s angst below the plains

[Chorus]