Rock L Spivey - Lost One [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I know it, gotta be lonely in them coffin walls
Just like it's, lonely for me up in this Audemar
I keep my, eye on my watch time is running out
With a, gun in hand aiming to take me out
I still remember that shit like it was yesterday
The cards was always in your favor, except today
You got caught up with the wrong niggas and you owed some money
You ain't have it so they popped you, prolly laughing like its funny
See now I'm absent minded driving 'round after 9
I ain't stupid gotta protect my life so I'm packing 9
My family gon be shocked nigga ain't nobody know it
But it's another side to me and I ain't afraid to show it
You told me to go to college and make a mill off this rapping shit
Guess I gotta fulfill ya fucking wish, need a genie
So the next time that you see me
I'll be dead but the reality my life would be everything that I was dreaming

[Verse 2]
I know it must be tough in that cell you feel forgotten ah
Even through all this pain you ain't lost God at all
I wrote a letter telling you that I was doing great
Even though, sometimes, being human I made mistakes
But I learned from em, got my burns from em
No not literally metaphorical terms on em
Funny how we have friends but sometimes they turn on ya
But you know that, better than I do, I could learn from ya
I know you ain't do shit, the bitch had lied
So much for justice, the system died, in my eyes
You ain't commit no crimes, victimized
I know that this ain't life, can't be life
Now I'm just getting high, oh so high
In life I'm floating by, oh so high
I point up to the sky
I lost one now I gotta ask God why

[Verse 3]
I know ya life is like a diamond, it's hard and all
But just remember you shine girl you got it all
Ain't tryna front though I miss you and all that
I be busy but if you call me I bet I call back
Know you miss me, I miss you too but you gotta understand
You ain't wit me and it ain't easy dealing with distance
She was with me and I was in need of some assistance
All she asked me for in return was some attention
And I would rather break it off witchu, than sneak around with her
If cheating is the issue then I'm just another nigga
And she just another bitch that I fuck to ease the pain
Of not having you in my arms cause you're so far away
I promise I still love you, though I'm outchea with these hoes
I still love you, none of them above you
I been chasing my dream, but you chasing yours now
I'm so proud, and baby I don't wanna slow you down
I lost one