R-Tist - Love You Dad [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

( verse 1 )
Hey dad, im 18 now
Ill rap this like you're looking down
Cuss you were never around
Ive grown, you're getting old
Its getting cold
And i know
You're alone
But i just wanna let you know
That i miss you
Even though i never really got to know you
Ill show you, that i've too made mistakes
So i kinda get why you're away
Understand why mom says that you're the blame
For no fancial aid
Life is a game
Death is escape
But ain't no way
Im slitting vains
Cuss this pain
Im getting used too
Its been years since i seen you
And who knew how good
Id do without you
So thank you
Cuss in a way
You shaped the man i am today
And no dad its never to late
Ive learned from my mistakes
That i can change my faith in any way
And go about life not thinking twice if ive made mistakes
So in the end
A mistake
I was one of them
I was raised
For being in the wrong place
(chorus)
So dad will you please
Come back to me
Cuss its been a while
Dad its been a while
(x2)
( verse 2)
And no i ain't depressed
Im just thinking why you left
Thinking of you less
Everytime i think and guess
I feel anger suppressed in my chest
But towards you dad im emotionless
Just like how you were when you took that step
So remember this
When you're filled with that loneliness
The same one that ive delt with
Through out all these years
All those tears
As a kid
All those things with dad i never did
And dad?
How am i spouse to be a good father
When i never had one
Never really knew what it was like to love one
I guess thats something i will never know
And to my son one of these days i will show
Not to go
The same route that you took to be with hoes
And away this anger goes
As i speak my mind to these irresponsible fathers who dont even bother to call her
And tell her that their sorry
For all the suffering
That they caused
All the time with their kids that they lost
All the lines that they crossed
All those things they misthought
(chorus)
So dad will you please
Come back to me
Cuss its been a while
Dad its been a while
(x2)
( verse 3 )
And
Maybe you werent there for me in my bad days
But its ok
Cuss im sure the money you sent well make them go away
Its to bad you couldn't pick me up from school
Or take me on a cruies and teach me how to drive
Instead you told me lies
Its bad you
You never called my phone
Weren't there to take me to the hospital when i broke a bone
Not so much as pay a bill when i was cold
Shit i just wanna know
Whats up with daddy being gone
Is it mommas fault
Cuss every other day she cries a lot
So many cold blooded people
Only doing shit for their own satisfaction
Not taking responsibilities for there action
I fucking hate life with a passion
(chorus)
So dad will you please
Come back to me
Cuss its been a while
Dad its been a while
(x2)