Rude Max - Nightmare On Orange Street [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[intro]
I'm not fucked up, (no I'm not)
I'm not insane, demented, disturbed, or satanic (nope)
I just wanna make ya'll love me or panic, (haha)
So do you love me?? (i fucking hate you)

[verse 1]
The camel clutch, I'm holding on this nightmare
My life sucks, and everything is unfair
I see happy people, i wish was dead
I crawled out of bed, injected venom to my head
Smoked a fat bowl, laced it up, till it spread
Then popped an adrenal, and washed it down with some bread
I sat there in the mirror with my eyes red
And i started feeling weird, i reached for out my meds
But it was too late, and i was super baked
I had to graduate, but i was feeling really fake
More like a headache, cancer in my brain
Suicidal thoughts makes my dad say I'm insane
Choke hold now, pinned down, can't move
I hear my mom say come on now choke him with two
What do i do, they always scream and slap me
She said i sucked and my music sounded crappy

[hook]
Yo
Can you feel it?? i feel it
Or do you fear it?? yeah i fear it
Do you love me?? i love you man
Or do you hate me?? i fucking hate you

[verse 2]
She said sorry, and drove me to the hospital
I couldn't leave, so i started getting hostile
I guess I'm crazy, i don't feel lost at all
But I'm sorry for my self i can't escape these fucking walls
The time's slow but all these bad days went fasts
In my group i was shunned and deemed the outcast
My only friend is a girl named hope
But her name was a fool, she was addicted to dope
She was a fiend for drugs, and even stole pills
And traded me for me candy, so we could both chill
I had to write a lot about who i really was
So i found myself fast, but i couldn't hide my buzz
So i was locked in a room all padded and white
I'm an emotional fuck, with a dream of a knife
And every single night, i was dead like chris palko
Hanging in that closet with them lithium altos

[hook]
Yo
Can you feel it?? i feel it
Or do you fear it?? yeah i fear it
Do you love me?? i love you man
Or do you hate me?? i fucking hate you