Ry - Holdin' On [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
And there's things going on
Been happening for so long
I'm just trying to hold on
I'm just trying to hold on

[Verse: Ry]
Writing with tears of joy
Jobs ain't calling back, they ain't trying to employ
In this world full of fakes, whose the fucking Real McCoy?
Catch a red shirt like the freshman year of Colt McCoy
I sit back like damn that's deep
And then I think like Ryan God damn that's heat
Rap game full of animals and I'm the black sheep (yea)
But it's cool cause I'm an outcast
Life is a race and i'mma be the one to outlast
But far from my last outing
Last one to count me was first one to stop counting
But I'm trying to stay up out of county
Cause the dog hunters will attach your name to a bounty
And I'm trying to stay innocent like I'm Robert Downey (uhh)
But not the easiest thing to do
Cause they'll catch you on camera, ask Erykah Badu
While I'm sitting here just penny pinching like a Jew
Young and lost what the hell am I to do?
Caught in a gap like Strahan eating beef stew
Life is a playland trapped in a sliding tube (ha)
But this rap ain't through
Vicariously feel hip-hop breathing out of dude
When the pain hit I light up like Devin The Dude
Playing in the game violating half the rules
I'm a young Genghis Khan, I'm just waiting on my rule
Feeling like a young Drake, still got room to improve
And if keys open doors then your hands better move
Give a damn 'bout show and tell, I'm just trying to show and prove (yea)
And then still improve
With this pen murder like the guy that signed Ja Rule
And I ain't completely focused, know if I'll make it through school
Rap for the love of it, give a damn 'bout being cool
With this handy dandy notebook seem to find a lot of clues
Kinda ironic how it helps me find my blues
I'm the hardest thing out, where's my fucking bottled lube?
How could I ever wish to lose
When I'm living my life with the fucking heart of Scrooge
But no ghosts or three wise mans
Will these rhymes withstand? Like Eminem with Stan
Damn, I'm the shit and I won't even check my pants
I'm just lighting on some berries and I'm sipping on some cran
Pen speaks for the world, I got the world in my hand
But I want your girl playing in my pants
She just wanna move, invite her to this ball dance
But that's the least important thing to this man
Cause life is Ludicrous and I ain't even trying to crash
Just look forward to telling them to blow it out they ass
Cause I live with a split personality like Cass
Trust us little buddy ya'll can have that low cash