Shawn Arson - Shadow of my Life [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Shawn Arson
[Verse 1]
Half deaf my vision stronger
I see through niggas when they ain't honest
Guess when you losing(lose in) a sense, you gaining (gain in) a sense
But when you lose innocence
Niggas gain interest quick
No longer a virgin so niggas wanna hit
So my ex send a text like what you tell ya friends
Thinks I never cared for her, told me go to hell
Said i was just there with you
Heres what I'm currently dealing with
Tryna UNDER stand got me OVER thinking it
Every story got two sides, but a narrator always seem innocent
My parents divorce
Infidelity occurred
So the love is a corpse
And my brothers is in court
For some trouble with the law
Call me on the phone
Dont want em feeling bad so i say I'm doing good
But I really feel alone
When the clouds hover, and my days nighten
And my idols tell me not be like em
And if there's a God it don't seem like it
Tell me that my thoughts are sick or
How i need a psychologist but
Fuck they gonna do for me
They ain't do enough years in school for me
Suicides what I'm thinking of when i think too much while I'm breaking up
But
Suicides whats she thinking of when she thinks its love but we breaking up

Tim Young
[Hook]
I don't wanna make it this way but it's the thought of living comfortable
And i want to be clo o o se to you
You'll always be a memory
Misery loves company
Just see me as me me me me

KOD
[Verse 2]
Jordan 5 flavor grapes upon my feet
Throttle getting squeezed
Waifish In the next seat
The chick physique
Plus she chic
And always Ask me (What is this)
Baby, Shizz all through the speaks
Automobile
Windmills
Yak spills
Kid CUDI format, Hands on the wheel
Word to my ball sac
I live this life for real
Word to ya moms
You live it for the reels
In the coup, I am acting like jack in the box
Head out the roof adjusted to getting out on top
Lucky #7, whatcha mean
Put more jack in the pot
I'mma keep on laughing a lot
Til the laughs ventually stops
Till I get stop by a cop
I'm stopping probably not
Cognac on the rocks
All a nigga need is shots
Livin it to the limit
Till a nigga non existence
Rather be enormous than die dormant
And just be ........