Shoayb khan - Insomnia [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]:
I want to be some one you are proud of
I try to be the one who can make you Laugh
But it seems to be more Difficult every day
And now I've turned into a Chronic Insomniac

[Verse 1]: Shoayb Khan
Verse I'm spitting,Something else splitting
My soul into two pieces
Another alter ego of me
Let me share your story related to my consciousness
Every time I think about it,it makes me damn nauseous and
Back in 2006 when I met you
My life was doubtless
I was living my life totally monstrous
Mindless I ran through,making promises,plus
I acted same in every interaction i've been through
Whether it was my family,friends or you
I wonder about a slightest chance I stuck through
Tryna amuse you,but I'm not blaming' it all on you
Your shoulders are too weak to carry
You depend upon me,I'm your Stability
Since you took me as your damn hobby
You're the reason why my mum don't anymore trust me
Tryna play my mind every time I acted jolly
Look at me now
As your another victim,fuck Insomnia!
You've turned my mind into Godforsaken Sanctum

[Hook]: Shoayb khan
I just want to go back and dream again
I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again
Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams
Insomnia is making' me more colder
I never suppose to be

[Verse 2]: Shoayb khan
Never wanted to go back to the pills again
No way,not a chance in this life man
I can't stand what I've become due to this
Every night I have to creep hallways for the pills
Which literally kills me every time I choke-up my Nostrils
I guess it drilled my brain to swell my skills
Of story telling
No more a foot hill for this Rap
But I guess I'm being more Nocturnal to be good at
In the morning I'm normal,no more beast
Feels like a police,keep haunting you
Until I found you,naturally deceased
Man,this patience is too greased
For me to hold it
What should I call it?
Fate? Controversy? or a plain shit?
Pinch hit on your face
I'm gonna lit the little bit of this wit
Until, fill my omits to get fit in this Spirit
Please God I just want to dream again
Please try to understand
What i've been through due to this curse,man!

[Hook]: Shoayb Khan
I just want to go back and dream again
I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again
Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams
Insomnia is making' me more colder
I never suppose to be

[Outro]:
Its getting more difficult than it sounds,man!
Insomnia..
Thanks for turning me,a Psycho
Freak I guess

[Hook]:
I just want to go back and dream again
I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again
Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams
Insomnia is making' me more colder
I never suppose to be