Social Anxiety - Some Things Never Change [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

So I’m back to where I started
With a difficult decision, pardon me
I’ve got a bottle full of pills and cheap thrills
This collision has thrown me over this hill
Norco to help this pain be relieved
Barbiturates cuz these migraines are hell on me
Nowadays I’d kill to be able to sleep
But these nightmares prevent me from having sweet dreams
I’ve got the weight of the world riding on my back
I’d take the easy way out, but it’s courage I lack
This monkey on my back isn’t done flinging crap
The wounds are still fresh from when I was picking scabs
Don’t exceed 6 in a day, that’s a laugh
Had a taste of the better life, what will become of that?
But I’ve come too far to go back to that
There’s no way I’m giving up now, not a chance

I’ve seen the devil come in every single possible form
When I embraced this habit he came in the form of storm
A raging hurricane that left me lost in a sea of grief
But I took the chance to set myself free
Some only get one chance to set things right
But some get multiple opportunities throughout our lives
And waste them away, just like we waste our life
Chasing highs that ultimately never suffice
I’ve been chasing things that you only see in dreams
Like being able to fly or true love without the strings
There’s pain behind every smile but what else is new?
I’m treating every minute in my life as an interlude
The best has yet to come, I know that as a fact
There will never be a moment my demons aren’t on the attack
I’m just being me, the carbon copy of a better man
And though I may stumble, I’ll get back up again

When all is said and done, at least we had hope…