Sol Galeano - Growing Tired [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1:

My mother says she loves me - but never really shows it
Backed up emotions - oceans overflowing
Memories distorted - my love wasn't enough
Neglected me too much hoping I stopped giving a fuck
But I came back for more - like the kid that I was
I was only 6 years old - all I needed - was a hug
I was only 6 years old - all I needed - was some love

Now the sun holds my all
Gives me soul when I'm numb
Picks me up when I fall
Gives me light when there's none

*skit/argument w/ my pops*

Chorus:

How do you build mountains with no dirt? this hurts
So hard when no one understands the work - I'm worth
I try, and I try - but since birth I'm cursed
All you have to do is don't let it get you down

Verse 2:

Growing tired of the silence tucked beneath my tongue
Dear father, what have you done?
I cut off my hair, do I look like your son?
So many punches to my chest - shit, you fought me like one
The moment you stole my breath - was the moment I was done
Was the moment I asked God please remove me from the slums

Chorus:

How do you build mountains with no dirt? this hurts
So hard when no one understands the work - I'm worth
I try, and I try - but since birth I'm cursed
All you have to do is don't let it get you down

Verse 3:

So I pray for the day - that this pain makes a change
Paves a way for these slaves - I'm releasing this weight
Getting free with the winds - so my soul can be saved
In the land of the free - and the home of brave

(letter to self)
Dear pam, remember your worth and your purpose queen
Remember God doesn't put you through anything you can't handle
Don't ever forget where you came from - but don't ever let that get in the way of where you will go
Don't ever let the hurt destroy you - let go and let God - get free
Love and just be
Find your happy
Keep creating
Stay beautiful
Remain humble
There's hundreds that love you
I love you
Sincerely yours forever
SOL