Space Jones - Thought's Outloud [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1)
I'm tired of thinking about girls
That'll never be with
And tired of feeling of feeling
Like chancing my dreams is concieded
And tired of buying books
Cause I never really read'em
And watching movies with my friends
When I already seen'em
The things I do for love
Are boarder line masochist
And the way the world treats me
It can give my ass a kiss
I wish I had somebody
That understood me musically
I'd put it all in a song
But that wouldn't be cool of me
I got a couple issues
That I ain't really talked on
But I ain't Jesus
Ain't no water I can walk on
Balancing school and music
Is like priority jeopardy
I put music first
Which puts the rest of me in jeopardy
Of failing
And I just want people to be proud of me
But they're so much pressure
Even my subconscious is doubting me, like
Why you doin' this?
Will it help you in the long run?
Schools in an hour
Damn, I pick the wrong one
But what's the right day to follow your heart
To really live your life
Tell me, maybe I ain't smart
I am one stupid comment away from really losin' it
They tell me control my temper
But I ain't really choosing it

(Hook x2)
It's just my thought's outloud
My thought's outloud, my thought's outloud
My thought's out..
These are just my thought's outloud
My thought's outloud
I say'em in a song
Cause I'm not that proud

(Verse 2)
I used to be all my friends
Best friends'
Now I don't think
I even got a best friend
A couple school buddies
A couple music chums
A couple girls I know but we just have fun
I keep thinking
When will I meet the right one
I'm starting to think
I'm not cut out for happiness
I'm not suicidal
But sometimes I do think
I'd be more appreciated
If I died now
That's that stress I feel being alive now
This that shit I can't believes coming out my mouth
This that song
I don't really want my folks to hear
Sorry imagination
But I gotta focus dear..

(Hook)