Spinz - Self Medicated [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus: Spinz]

Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated
I write my own prescriptions
I need my drugs
It´s my music
My music
My music
X2

[Verse 1: Spinz]

As a child I was a little wild, full of energy
Creative mind wondering what this life had in store for me
I was born into the system hearts were ripped and torn
I felt rejection from the first second I was born
America´s youth they live their childhoods in group homes
Mommas leave their babies on Friday´s with there folks
Smell the next day wreaks of vodka and crack smoke
These are the conditions we living in
These are the conditions of the kids in the system
Forced to take downers while docs taking cut backs to give kids conditions
They´re walking around like zombies and this is how parents control them
I was just a little to energetic for the rest of the class
Let´s try ritalin
They put that shit in me
I went out of my skin and I told them like this


[Chorus: Spinz]

Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated
I write my own prescriptions
I need my drugs
It´s my music
My music
My music
X2


[Verse 2: Spinz]

They got new technologies to block progress
Communications getting low on the block
Our blocks are so hot they got cops on every corner, lurking
Just waiting for you to start jerking
You learn quick the difference between a chump and a slick
Your man and a trick
Your next meal and the only way to get it
Alley chases rat races pacing through the corridor
Living life like an action, turned into a horror film
I´d borrow a cup of sugar but ain't got the coffee to go with it
Dig myself from the depths of hell without even blinking
While sinking to a turmoil without even drinking
I´m seeing the world for what it is as a whole
I see the world spinning deeper straight into a hole
Out of control like loose nuts without a bolt
Like the feeling of the cold steel of a 45 colt
The world keeps revolving around its axis
Still got a lack of VIP access badges
Throw the world for a back flip with each word spit
Gifted with the script in these days that get drastic
Fantastic voyages paid with plastic
Throw it overboard you can fade to blackness
Without even asking I'm a cure for the curse
A gift for the innocent it partially gets worse
Compensated for the gift that was given
He´s sifting through the rubble
Like I´m looking for lost children and women
He don't ever quit until the stories been written
What he speaks is the truth without a question
Second guessin the veterans that got us in the industry
What underground hip hop really means to me
What spilling my guts with Dub brings
Erik he relates to me
We relatives in tune get pushed each seat
I survive the only way I know how
It´s through this music
Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated
I write my own prescriptions
I need my drugs
It´s my music
My music
My music