Spit Out - Memories [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Spit Out]
Whenever I look in the mirror
I see myself and memories clearer
It's like a movie happening in front of me
Reliving the pain of all the things I see
Things that I'm doing and life that I'm ruining
Got me feeling like my life's what I'm losing
Got to hold on and don't let my body cool
My life is crazy like a man riding a bull
This shit some type of a third degree
It's easier to survive in Dead sea
You know I'm a try-hard but everytime I get beaten
Whenever I try I find it stone written
See the scars, they remain
With memories it's all the same
Why some things are unpredictable
And why some things are unrepeatable

[Verse 2: Spit Out]
If I could go back and write a diffrent story
Change the ending but not to get the glory
Cause when I look back in time
I feel like after comiting a crime
The past is always dark cause only scars remain
That's why happines is somewhere in the back of your brain
We can't look at our bright past
We only see the darkness and not all the rest
Cause we put hands in front of our eyes
When the light of happy memories shines
Yeah good passes faster but bad remains
While our body just tears and tears
When is the past going to be a blank space
I guess it's when me and death finish this race
I'm thinking of wrong and right
About the flight without light through the night

[Verse 3: Spit Out]
It's everyday when I think about what should I've done
To hurt less people, should I be gone
Out of time for changes
Past and memories locked in cages
I'm suffering pain, drowning in tears
Fighting against all of my fears
The only thing that can end this now
Is sending a bullet through my head