Swami Netero - Mornin' Chill [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]

[Verse 1: Swami Netero]
Waking up
To mornin' chill/
Feel the rain pourin' still
As I wait for warmth to kill/
The numbness
In my fingers and my toes/
Feel like my scrotum froze from the cold
That I'm forced to undergo, hope you know/
It hurts your soul
Sleeping in a park/
You start to lose the heart to be hard
All alone in the dark/
Partly cuz
You don't feel loved/
You and your girl just broke up
And your dad won't budge/
You asked him
Just to let you stay a week/
You're apartments getting cleaned
And you'll give him EBT so he can eat/
And still left you on the street
To sleep for nine nights/
Life was in the twilight
Looking back in hindsight/
Cause I was blindsided
By affection/
My heart had been arrested
By a sexy little Mexican, most definite/
We'd text a bit
And after a few short months/
I decided she was the one
So I packed up all my stuff/
And moved up to Oregon
So I could be a little closer/
The day that it was over
I was sleeping on the floor/
Trying to bolster
Up the courage not to quit/
Went through it as a kid
And I swore that I never would again/
So you can
Imagine my reaction/
It practically impacted me to rack 100 packets
Of some Aspirin just to smash them/
And have them end the suffering
Steady wondering/
If I never took the bus to get
Up here, what it/
Would've been like
Right now/
Would I be
Sleeping on the ground anyhow?/
Or would I be, at a party
With the homies, getting down?/
Or maybe in another town
Six feet underground?/
Maybe I was bound
For this decision?/
Maybe it was written that I'd die
Before I get some recognition in the business?/
I'm gifted, but my senses
Just don't tell me any different/
I'm helpless
So I might as well quit living/
But I didn't, I bundled up
And waited for the dawn to hit/
Cause mornin' chill is just another obstacle
To block you from the positive/

[Outro]