Tha Capital G - All by Myself [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook 1: Tha Capital G]
Look what you have done, see
You have made this life no fun for me
And I pray tonight Lord set me free
From this jail of two face friends and family
Look what you have done, see
You have made this life no fun for me
They’ll say: wait Giddens, Giddens
We were seriously kidding
Sorry that we didn’t listen
And we laughed cause you were different

[Verse 1: Tha Capital G]
Welcome to the mind of a man gone mad
Fallen victim to the time of a dad gone bad
Help him to go find all his plans once had
For his family, and friends, and all who you could add, dag
Internally he’s lost and he’s sad
Externally he seems always glad
Popular amongst all his fellow college grads
But all that’s in the past
He’s brash, at last, his wrath
Everybody hates me, that’s the theme lately
They can never take me cause I am too great, see
I don’t give a fuck, I’m glad you hate me
You understand how mad you make me
Badly it shakes me, sadness sedates me
Fire in my belly, so fastly awakes me
I’m a Super villain, no pads and no cape B
Your girl screaming "save me" she gladly awaits me

[Hook 2: Tha Capital G]
Look what you have done, see
You have made this life no fun for me (ALL BY MYSELF)
And I pray tonight Lord set me free
From this jail of two face friends and family (ALL BY MYSELF)
Look what you have done, see
You have made this life no fun for me
(ALL BY MYSELF x5)
They’ll say: wait Giddens, Giddens
We were seriously kidding
Sorry that we didn’t listen
And we laughed cause you were different

[Verse 2: Tha Capital G]
Corner of my room, sitting, staring at the Crucifix
I believe in Jesus, I don’t believe in Lucifer
Mother in the next room, nightmares aren’t new to her
I can hear her dreams as I sit, I ain’t new to this
The foolish tricks played on me at the hands of fake friends
Cut 'em off one by one as the day ends
If I have to cut off family, so be it
My mother says they love me but I just don’t see it
My heart’s turned cold but my shoulders are colder
That’s part of getting smarter, part of getting older
Ask about my father and I say no words
Do I have a partner? I just say no sir
I just wanna live without thinking bout my death
The world is so cold but thinking makes me sweat
Prayer is my shower, to the Lord, I'm in debt
Sick of living with siblings with no mutual respect

[Hook 2: Tha Capital G] x2