TheDon - Beautiful Pain [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro: The Don]
I can feel the heat rising, everything is on fire
Today is a painful reminder of why
It can only get brighter
The further you put it behind ya
But right now I'm on the inside
Lookin' out, cause I'm

[Pre-Verse I: The Don]
Trynna seek but I'll never find
You again, your smile...
Just never mind
I lost myself, I'm alone
With these clever rhymes
Hoping that I can escape the trap that's set this time
Read between the lines
The trap that's set is me
And hopefully with time
This rhyme will set me free
But till then I write my rhymes so fervently
Hopefully, to snap back to reality

[Verse I: The Don]
Don't you know that the greatest I cannot be?
Book of rhymes open
Pen's flowing endlessly
My heart's slowing
Mind's going certainly
Why did I succumb to these urges inside of me?
Truthfully I don't want to resist no more
With time I'll see if I will endure
Or give it all up, when I'll have enough
Seeing as my heart inside, ain't so tough
Living life on the edge almost everyday
One push, one look
That's all it takes
Then all my past mistakes
With be erased
Once I cut them out of me
Like surgery... I need to pace
I throw around the idea to end it all
Pros' and cons' lists
Yeah I know, I've done it all
Writing down poems
To find the light in me
But all I find is darkness inside of me!

[Pre-Verse II: The Don]
I've sunken down to a darker place
Thinking bout my past that I can't efface
As I pace, my thoughts race while I'm in this place
Am I the victim?
Or the problem that I need to chase?
Your heart aches and you think you're trapped forever
There's no escape but you know you're not lost forever
I'm not hoping that these problems you can relate
I'm just showing you the foundation which my songs are based

[Verse II: The Don]
You reside once again along the fears within
You've trapped yourself inside you lack your pride and you begin
To taunt yourself daily
You like yourself barely
You rarely eat food
You've become paper thin
All of this is going on behind the smile
You cry behind the mask
You have of a clown
Even though it's happiness that you bring to others
You lack that most inside, you don't think that you can recover
All you see is my feats, my applaud from my songs
All I see is my fights, my flaws from wrongs
And even though all of that lives inside of me
I made it out alive and so can you honestly!
So take a deep breath accept the fact you're alive
You'll always be here, and you will survive
I make a smile for you and me
As I am amazed
Light a match up, set your past up in flames

[Bridge: The Don]
As time passes
Things change every day
But wounds, wounds heal, but scars still remain the same
But tomorrow today's going down in flames
Throw the match, set the past ablaze

[Verse III: The Don]
So feel the fire beneath your feet as you barely even perspire
From the heat
Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
And as you say goodbye to the grief
It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
But you've extinguished this living hell
Still a little piece of you dies as you scream

[Hook: Sia]
I'm standin' in the flames
It’s a beautiful kind of pain
Settin' fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

[Bridge: Sia]
I feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
I have learned, from fighting fights, that weren't mine
Not with fists, but with wings that I will fly

[Hook: Sia]
I'm standin' in the flames
It’s a beautiful kind of pain
Settin' fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light