Thus Owls - How In My Bones [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

How, in my bones
That feeling of embarrassment remains
Like a tattoo on my skin
But words had already slipped my eager mouth
And are now hovering in the air
I said a prayer for them
To be picked down by a savior
Safely, onto the ground
And I knew that it would leave
A sour feeling in my belly
Grow up!

How she did die
I overheard. My parents conversation
Gave me the facts kept from younger ears
And how it was burning me from the inside out
Like a secret waiting to be told
It grew much bigger than me
So I cleared my throat, I raised my voice, to speak
Like the kid that I was
And immediately I knew Iʼd never been worthy
Grow up!

Deep, deep down in my gut, a ball of shame
Deep, deep down droops my head, a last farewell
Deep, deep down from within is where I sang
For you, Johanna

Thatʼs how we learn things, when we are hurting