Leaving/Jealous Voicemails - Tim Terner
[Leaving]
I set down
I let down
I get down I said
My halo be losing shimmer located over my head
And I'm out of life lines see I'm running out of time
To devise plan so we all get out alive
And I'm worried bout the future, see my momma I might lose her, liver causing me to puke, my girl practice karma sutra
With another man, better off, with a thousand grand, swimming pool, with some sand , who whipping a brand new Benz
See I'm lacking concentration, from phases that I repent, never caught up in some dumb shit, faced some problems I've prevent
Let em walk, keep moving
Tryna block my improvement
Been elusive since a student, refuting my screws looseness
Introducing two bit rappers right to my boot tip
Knowledge Terminal, and I'm nervous to scratch the surface
Verses wordless, worst ain't' even worthless
Running a burnish circuit til my sermon break the thermos
Pace of the great race while Facing hazy sensations
My curse is something you'd worship, absurd, but I'm probably worth it
I could have the answer to life an still feel uncertain
So fuck you if you're trying to hate on me with no purpose
Me an my girl on that Clyde and Bonnie shit
And I would change the color of the sky if she wanted it
I'd fucking grab a ladder, start claiming with a paintbrush
A lot of people talking and hating because they ain't' us
Bitch I told you
I'm the rapping Johnny Depp
Up to the neck respect, hotter than the barrell of a tech, said I come correct with the style what I'm saying, done waiting being patient, spray a Hollywood facelift, kids playing on the pavement
And this might be the shit that helps me make it
But I'd rather be faceless than be famous
So I'mma keep on spazzing, like an addict when he blasting
Attacking like every track like battle of acrobatics
I'm smacking these little rappers who laughing claiming they trapping, relax and go back to basics, belong in your fathers basement
Put your mixtape up on a playlist blast it while no listens
Keep wishing that you'll be heard and keep focusing on ambition
Cause really that's all you got, nobody gives a fuck, until you turn it all around, work until the sun come up
Make a tape, then promote, fuck it, go and get a show
When it works out, breathe, you did it own your own
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[Jealous Voicemails]
"Do you believe in fate?"
She said, fishing on a boat in her dads lake
See the deepest people faint, while the weakest people change
You stand to remain, separated from the chain
What would happen if I kissed you?
Would you act the same as if I dissed you?
Smile back acting like, psyched I said I missed you?
Or slap me in face and leave from the shit we been through
I can't tell
This place might as well be hell
What are you doing tonight, cause it sure would feel right if you sent an invite, hoping it all ends well
This lady is illegal, known to get me high until I'm see through, nervous when I meet you
Swear I stop breathing, like her smile cut, bleed through my jacket
Openly attracted, I need to breathe you in like a fucking asthmatic
Can't stop thinking bout the time you let me grab it
Baby let me have it
Promise with me you'll never see a need to panic
Panoramic camera, capture all the details
I'll be the reason that your knees fail
I'll be the breeze to your free sail
You're just the puzzle i can piece well
I'd
Do some things for you
Shit, I'd do whatever you tell me to
You, got me like the Beatles to the warmth
Shit, Baby you're the needle to my arm
On an 8 month binge, contemplating quitting, get me tossed off a bridge
But I act like I know what it is, afraid to let her go
She a high that I would miss
This bitch
But now She got me fucked up
Suffering from dumb luck
Shit this girl really got my heart
Fuck
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