(Intro)
You may think you know what you're dealing with, but believe me you don't (you don't x3) (fade out)
(Verse 1: Trama)
Reflecting from the future on the days before my accomplishments
In my room, all alone, in a state of unconsciousness
Trying to solve my problems bitch, that got a lot of problems shit
Ain't even got a permit yet and highly any common sense (fade out)
At least that's what my grandma said, my pants were always sagging
That made her mad as fuck, I said why does it even matter?
Why does it even matter?, Just leave my style alone
I twisted up my hair, my father kicked me out his home
Didn't kick me out his home, metaphorically he did though
Cause now the walls are closing on me slow, real slow (listen)
I'm feeling the moment, the moment is tense (word)
I'm wishing I knew how the story would end, or where it began
Lost as fuck, alone and wondering where are my friends
Memories are happy, the present is a bitch
So I hide inside my past to find my happiness again
Yea the present is a bitch, and I didn't mean a gift
Cause if it was I'd be a happy nigga fucking it
I'm chill as fuck, trill as fuck
Can you feel my what, can you feel my flows
They realer than touch, they realer than us
You know that shit, that's realer than love
Cause love don't exist, cause love is a bitch
Am I a pessimist?, when this life is the evidence
(Hook)
Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate
Can't stand to talk to the people I like, but their all in my mind
All in mind, the worst of it is when I am sleeping at night
Nightmares and cold sweats, and snake bites and flickering lights
Enough to have me wishing for death but fuck that I'd be wishing for life
And they listening, I swear I know they listening
You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening
They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged
I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a nigga ever thought
(Verse 2: Trama)
Make a wish, make a wish on a shooting star
Pray for an umbrella, cause when it rains it fucking pours
You can bet, Ima be, wherever my clique goes
Cause when one falls, we all fall like Dominoes
Vamanos, nigga keep up
And if you didn't know by now, I'm talking to my past self
Like damn little nigga man, you need to step your shit up
Stop bitching bout not having it, and make it happen dumb fuck
I know this is trippy as what, I'm feeling so dizzy the ground is my top
What the fuck is up in my cup, what the fuck is up in my cup
Niggas is wildin', Im hearing the sirens
I hardly can open my eyes, my verse is so violent that's why you are crying
But I can see through your disguise, niggas happen on my dick, ever since the day that I turned 6
Told this hoe to spit out my kids, unless she wants to swallow shit
This ain't Pirates of the Caribbean, what you seeing
As of now I'm a plebeian, but in the future I drive European
Let me keep the secrets of my future to myself, wouldn't want to spoil all the spoils of my fucking wealth
(Hook)
Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate, can't stand to talk to the people I like
But they all on my mind, all on my mind
The worst of it is when I am sleeping at night, nightmares and cold sweats
And snake bites and flickering lights, enough to have me wishing for death but fuck that I'd be wishing for life
And they listening, I swear I know they listening
You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening
They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged
I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a nigga ever thought
(Chinatown x3) (Fade out)
