Trevor Thomas - Anxiety [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1)
Ok
When I'm alone in my apartment
Trying to prevent friends coming over because I know how it gets
Playing games all day just trying to avoid it
No matter how hard I try it comes back with a vengeance

Some people say I'm crazy, psychotic, fanatic
They say it's all false, in my head scared of the panic
The panic worsens while the demons will have their go at it
Therapy taught me one thing run away from it

The darkness arises, Death himself is there to greet you to Hell Enterprises
Bleeding from all corners of the room makes it lifeless
And all you know is Death is waiting and he wants your name in writing

Tunnels collapsing into your eyes
Everything is lies
Fight or flight it's what your mind comprises
The thought of death works its way into your eyelids
It's inescapable but that's also lies when

(Chorus)
I can feel the curtains closing on me
I can feel it don't get near it
I don't want it, I don't want it
I don't want it
ANXIETY

(Bridge)
Can you help me?

(Verse 2)
Can you help me (Lord)?
Can you save me (Lord)?
From this sickness and wickedness feeling of Hell please save me Lord

These demons are feeding, their spreading
Their breeding, my soul is bleeding
I hate it why can't they leave?
It is keeping me

From living a normal lifestyle
They do leave me alone once in a great while
But every single night I have to fight 'em and it gets wild
It's like a war zone in my head I'm on the Ember-Isle
And everything I try just makes it worse I'm like a helpless child

Why did this happen to me?
I feel it so vividly
Mary-Jane came to me
And gave me a guarantee
She'd boost my spirits, rid depression, make me happy
But instead I was greeted with Anxiety

I'm playing the devilish game
With my own selfish flame
Burning and burning to keep me alive
And I know one thing

Live or die, A.K.A fight or run
I'm never gonna run because I know if I run it's proof the anxiety has already won

(Chorus X2)